Why Try

Chapter 34

It's been a couple days since my birthday/engagement party and I still can't believe what happened. I can't stop looking at my ring, it's beautiful and I'm just so excited I have already started planning for the wedding. Me and Justin have received so much love from our friends, family, fans and the rest of the world, I am forever grateful for them.

"So you two are dating?" I asked Tiana whilst I balanced my phone between my ear and shoulder so I could change Wolf's nappy.
"Not dating just enjoying each others company"
"What happened with you and Matt?"
"He cheated on me a few weeks ago" my eyes widened with shock.
"Why didn't you say?"
"You have wolf to look after so I didn't want to interrupt that. I'm glad he's gone to be honest we just wasn't working out"
"You should of told me Tiana you know I'm always here, anyways tell me about you and Shawn"
"He's so sweet. We met at your party and we have been talking and meeting up every since"
"Have you two had sex?" There was silence on the her line
"TIANA girrrlll. I can't believe it, yaas bitch" I said down the phone.
"Hahaha, we aren't dating or anything yet I mean I'd like to date him because how he is. He has a good personality and a good sense of humour. I love being around him"
"Cuties. Well I've seen you guys tagging eachother in things on Instagram and stuff but I never knew you two were friends with benefits"
"We aren't Aribella" she said with a little giggle
"Yeah okay then. What are you doing today?" I asked as I picked up Wolf and put him down on his bean bag with his teddy bears.
"Well I'm going to a meeting in half an hour, going to the mall for an outfit and then Shawn is taking me out to dinner what about you?"
"Awww date night. Justin is going to see Scooter and Yael because they are back in town so it's just me and a Wolf today".
"Aw babe I would come and see you two but I'm just so busy"
"Don't worry, i have to go now though because I have to get Wolf's bottle ready for his feed, love you"
"Love you bye" I hung up and put my phone back on charge.

Today I'm taking Wolf to see Madison, she hasn't really seen him since he's been born because she's been busy with her music. Justin left about ten minutes ago and I'm just getting Wolf changed. He's dressed in a Yeezus Tour tshirt, joggers and some adidas superstars and a puffy coat. He looks so cute, my baby. He has gotten so big, I don't want him to get bigger because I want him to stay tiny.
I put Wolf into his car seat and made my way to Madison's house. I love LA so much, the atmosphere here is incredible and I love this time of the year it's my favourite.
"Hey Ariii, oh my goodness what a cutie" Madison said as she picked Wolf up and smothered him with kisses.
"How are you? Congrats on getting engaged. I'm so happy for you and Justin"
"Thanks Hun, I still can't believe it and yeah I'm good"
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I've been at Madison's for a few hours now, Wolf is currently asleep on her. He hasn't left Madison alone, he loves her. I'm leaving to go home soon because it's getting late and and Wolf needs to have a bottle, bath and then bed.
"I'm gonna have to go now mads. Wolf needs to be fed and then it's bath time and then bed"
"okay, it's been lovely to see you guys. I want to see you again soon"
"You will don't worry" I gave her a kiss on the cheek and made my way home.

"Hey baby" Justin said as he took Wolf from me so I could put his bag down and take my shoes off.
"Hey, good day?"
"Yeah you" he kissed me and hung my jacket up on the peg.
"Madison loves Wolf, she like held him the whole we were at her place" I giggled to him and made my way upstairs so I could put my pyjamas on.

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Wolf is finally asleep and me and Justin are watching an old Christmas film, we are feeling festive. I have started my Christmas shopping, I have someone Tiana's and Lauren's. I brought Wolf some new toys and clothes. I just have no idea what to get for Justin, he is awkward to buy for. I know it's only September but I like to be organised with these sorts of things because I can't be dealing with stress if I've left buying gifts until late so I'm doing my shopping early. I love Christmas so much, I can't wait to be snuggled up on the couch with Justin and Wolf watching Christmas films with the decorations up. It will be his first Christmas and I can't wait.