Why Try

Chapter 45 - end.

Two months have passed since Bora Bora and so much has happened in our friendship group. There's been many arguments with couples and friend arguments it's all been crazy.

Tiana and Shawn are no longer together which breaks my heart because to me and the world they were perfect but we don't see what happened behind closed doors. They have been arguing so much recently and it's broke Tiana's heart and I feel bad for her. She's now living in an apartment on her own but she!/ not far from me so she's here almost everyday. She couldn't take the arguing so she decided to get a place of her own and break things off with Shawn. Tiana and Wolf are bestfriends and it's so nice to see their bond grow stronger.

Not much has happened in my life, wolf is now One and talking more than ever. He is still a cheeky little boy and with more attitude but he's my little boy and I wouldn't change anything about him.

Tiana is coming over today because we are all going out for lunch and having a good catch up about everything that has happened.
My phone began to ring and it was Tiana calling.
"Hey b!"
"Hi honey, I'm at the gate"
"Okay" I hung up the phone and pressed the button for the gates to open. I walked over to the front door and opened it to see Tiana parking her white BMW next to my black Range Rover.
She stepped out of the car and as soon as I saw her I knew something was up.
"What's up?"
Tears began to fall as she waved her hand as if to say 'I don't want to talk about it'.
"Tiana what's wrong? Tell me" i shut the front door and Wolf in his play area in the living area.
"He's gone"
"What?"
"Shawn has left me. He's gone to his brothers house in New Jersey. He text me earlier"
I can't believe this, he's gone? Just upped and left? What?
"Babe listen. I know you two have been arguing a lot lately and I know you're going to miss having him around but maybe this is for the best. You can be on your own and you can focus on yourself and health. You are definitely not on your own, you have me, Lauren, Hailey and Madison if you need anything. You're not alone" I gave her a long hug and we spoke about the situation and what she's going to do about it.

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We have just got back from lunch, me and Wolf are just chilling on the couch.
Wolf is watching Toy Story for the millionth time.
"I'm so happy to have you" I said to Wolf and kiss his little head head.
I'm so proud of what he is becoming, he's the only boy I need.

Justin is happy partying with his new thing, I see it on all social media and the thing that pisses me off is the fact that people tag me in the comments on Justin's update pages, I don't care about him no more, not like that.

"Mama. Buzz buzz" wolf said standing up and pointing to the TV.
"Is that buzz?" He nodded his head and sat back down with Toulouse who was lay next to Wolf who rested his head on Toulouse like he was a pillow.
I stood up and went upstairs and get Wolf's pyjamas and slippers out of his bedroom so he can get read for bed. As I got into his bedroom, tears rolled down my face.
How did I get this lucky?. From being a teenaged girl who lived in Boca who had a dream to be a singer and have fans over the world and then that dream to then come true. I have a beautiful little boy who means the world to me, I'm just so grateful and this is all just so overwhelming for me. I have thee best group of friends who I have known for so many years and I will love for the rest of my life and of course I have Toulouse who brings a lot of love into our house and who I also love with all of my heart, there will definitely be more dogs to come and I can't wait for that.

I opened Wolf's drawers and picked out his favourite pyjamas, his Woody ones and I also picked up his Toy Story slippers. My boy is obsessed.

I'm just so excited for what the future holds for me and my boy. New adventures, new memories and maybe new family members in a few years if I meet the right person. Here's to the future. I'm ready.

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Thankyou guys so much for reading Why Try and following the role play accounts. I want to thank them all so much because they are all amazing and have done a good job. This is the last chapter of Why Try but there will be a sequel coming soon, it's going to be a lot better. I'll keep you all updated on my instagram account Jarianafakes. So thankyou guys for reading, it's been a dream. Thanks for all of your support.
-love Tee x x x