Why Try

Chapter 44

I'm so happy me and the girls decided to go to Bora Bora for a little getaway. It has been great so far and I'm definitely bringing Wolf here soon because they would love it because there is so much to do here and there's a great atmosphere here and everyone is so friendly. The little huts are literally the best and so satisfying because on the floor there is glass so you can see all of the tropical sea creatures swimming under you and it's just beautiful. We have been to the pool that are attached to our little huts and chilled there, eating exotic fruit on the beach, me and Tiana got tattoos yesterday and we have met some great people. We have been here now for four days now so we only have three days left in paradise.

Me and the girls are currently sat on the beach tanning and just talking about home and what this holiday has been like so far.
"This place is literally beautiful. I mean just look at the sand and blue water, I wish I could live here" Madison said lay down on her sun lounger eating chunks of pineapple.
"I know, me too. We have to come back some time with everyone because that would be awesome".
We all agreed with a hum and fell to silence as we all took in the sun rays.
"Shall we go to the cocktail bar on the stretch over there tonight?"
"Yeah I'm up for that. It will be fun". We all got up from our sun loungers, gathering up our belongings and made our way back into our huts to get ready for tonight. It's so hot here but there's a cool breeze so I'm living for that right now.

We got back up to our huts and I checked my phone to see that Pattie had recently messaged me asking me to FaceTime her and Wolf when I'm back in the hotel room. I went on to her contact and pressed FaceTime and sat patiently waiting for him to pick up.

"Hey honey" I heard her say as I waited for him to pop up on my screen.
"Hey, god I miss you guys so much. Where's my baby?"
Oh he's literally just waking up, one second" she put her phone down on the counter and ran up stairs to get Wolf.
After what seemed like hours, they both finally appeared.
"Mama, mama" my heart literally just exploded.
"Hi baby, I miss you" my eyes began to fill up, I know it's only been four days but I've never been away from him this long.
"Wait wait listen. Wolf say 'Bieber'"
"Bee-bee"
"Aw. That's so cute."
"What are you doing tonight? Are you and your friends having fun?" Pattie beamed through the phone.
"We are just going to a cocktail bar for a few and then coming back here. I'm bringing Wolf here it's literally beautiful and he will love this"
We spoke for another hour or so. Pattie told me what she and Wolf have been doing over the past few days and where they have been. Tomorrow they are going out with some of her friends.
"You ready?" Tiana asked me as she put her heels on. I nodded and we made our way out of huts and down the broad walk and to the cocktail bar. I'm wearing a cute two piece outfit that's black with pinky/purple flowers on it and I'm wearing black heels that are fluffy on the toes. I love this outfit so much.
"Hello ladies what can I get for you guys?"
"Erm two pornstar martinis and three blue lagoons please" Lauren said to the barman with a smile.
"Sure, get a table and I'll bring them over"
We all looked around for a table and found one outside on the balcony that looked over the water. The sun was just setting so it all looked gorgeous.

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It's now 11pm and we have have one too many cocktails. I'm okay to be honest but Madison and Hailey have so many cocktails haha.
"I love my outfit tonight, I'm so happy that I brought this two piece with me" I said as I played with the hem of my boobtube.
"Well I think you look like a slut if I'm honest" Lauren piped up. I began to laugh at her, she's joking right?.
"I'm sorry? What?"
"Well you do, I get that you're on holiday but you've been dressing like a slut. I mean you have a child back home, if Wolf saw you now I think he would be mortified and ashamed. You've pissed me off so far on this holiday" my mouth and everyone else's on the table was hung open, what the fuck. Where did that come from?.
"Okay listen here honey and listen good okay? You can say what the fuck you want about me but do not bring my son into this! Don't speak to me again for that and you can think again if you're seeing my son again. He doesn't need toxic people like you in his life. I can't believe you'd say something like that to me. We are meant to be bestfriends like I get that you've had a drink but that was uncalleded for" I picked up my drink and threw it over her and walked out of the bar. "Bitch!" I heard her shout at me as I exited. Fuck this.
"Ari wait" I heard Tiana say to me.
"Don't follow me, I want to be alone"
Luckily the bar wasn't that far from mine and tiana's hut so when I arrived back there I literally got my LV suitcase from the bottom of the wardrobe and began packing.
I'm not staying here for another three fucking days with that bitch. The thing that hurt the most was what she said about Wolf I mean I do everything in my power to keep him safe, tend to his needs and developments. I try my absolutely best to make him proud of me so how dare she say that. I wiped the tears that were streaming down my face and changed my outfit in to some black leggings, My favourite oversized black hoodie and my yeezys. Get me home now. I opened the drawer and grabbed a note for Tiana.
"I've gone home, I'm not staying here any longer. Hope you enjoy the rest of the holiday.
Ari x".

I arrived at the Airport and headed over to the woman on the desk.
"Hello has there been any cancellations to LA?" She began to type on her computer and then turned to look at me.
"Yes ma'am there has been, I think they want to stay a little longer. The flight is in an hour" I let out a sigh of relief, thankyou god. I gave her my passport and she sorted it all out for me, I can't wait to get home my boy. I'm still shaking with rage from what happened earlier.

After getting some coffee and a bite to eat, my flight was called and I boarded on the plane and found my seat which was a window seat, yes!. I sat down and after about ten minutes the plane began to leave and not long after that I drifted off to sleep.

"Ma'am" I was woken up to a woman with brown hair tapping me on the shoulder.
"The plane is ready to land, please put your belt on" she smiled and walked away. I'm back in LA!. I've never been this happy to be home.