Why Try

Chapter 42

February 5th 2015.

-----2 months later-----
The past two months have been a little crazy. Since we got back from London I have not stopped working on some new music. I've been working on a song called "Touch" it's got a cool beat to it and I've just fallen in love with it.

Lauren and Ethan finally tied the knot and I'm so happy. On the day I was an emotional wreck, I was just so happy for them because they are just perfect for eachother. Not much has happened with Justin and I, he's busy partying with Jade and I'm just with Wolf.

Since everything that happened at New Years, I think we all have got closer and stronger. We all text each other to see if we are okay and safe which I think is so cute.

Tiana is here at my house today. She finds out what the sex of her baby is soon and we are all excited.
"Do you remember all the years ago when I released Why Try?" I asked her as she flicked through the channels on the TV.
"Oh my god! And the day you came over to my old house in Boca and sang to me the song. I miss those days"
"I can still remember the time Justin tweeted me and I text you and I was crying. Look at us now, our lives have changed so much but for the better. I have a beautiful baby boy and you're going to be blessed with a baby soon and I honestly can't wait." We both sat in silence for a few minutes just thinking about how life was back in Boca years ago and how much it's changed now, it's crazy.

Wolf began to cry, my babu is awake. I got up from my seat in the living room and rushed upstairs to go and get him. I opened his bedroom door and he was stood up in his crib looking at me holding his favourite teddy.
"Hi honey" I said to him and he started jumping up and down and smiling at me.
"Mama mama" he said to me and my heart exploded, everytime he says that to me I just want to cry.
I picked him up and went back downstairs to Tiana.
"Hey wolfie" she put her arms out and he went over to her.
"Tee tee" he gave her a long hug, aw he has missed her.
The front door opened and Shawn walked in, he had some other guy with him who I've never seen before.
"This is Grayson, he's Shawns brother" brother? He never told me he had a brother. He was tall, a little taller than Shawn, dark brown hair and tanned skin.
"Hey" Grayson said to me and I looked up at him and greeted him.
"He's come to see me for a bit" the boys walked out into the backyard, I don't have the a clue what they will be doing.
"I'm 5 months now, my gender appointment is tomorrow and I'm so nervous but excited!" Tiana beamed to me as she played along with wolf.
"What!! How come you've only said until now?"
"I only booked it recently"
"I think you'll have a little boy"
"Me too, I have a gut feeling. Obviously I don't mind what I have as long they are healthy and happy that's all that matters to me"

---Next day---

We are all at the hospital waiting to see what Tiana and Shawn are having , I'm so excited.
"Here" I said to Tiana handing her a bottle of water.
"I remember when I was pregnant they told me to drink water, it helps to get a clearer picture of the bab-"
I was interrupted by a doctor calling out Tiana's name so we all made our way in.
"So Tiana how are you feeling?"
"Good just a little nervous" she held onto Shawns hand.
"And you?" The doctor asked Shawn
"A little nervous"
"Don't be. Let's get started so Tiana will you pull up your top and pull your trousers down a little" she did as she was asked and then the doctor put some gel on her stomach.
"There is your baby's arms, legs, body and head" a tear slipped out of her eye but she quickly wiped it away.
"Shawn do you like football?"
"Erm not much to be honest" we all looked at the doctor with the same expression. Confusion.
"Well you best get watching it and playing it because your little boy may want to play it" the doctor beamed. "Congratulations you guys are having a baby boy" we all cheered for them and me being me was balling my eyes out, I'm so happy for them. Tiana was also an emotional wreck,
"My gut feeling was right!" She said to us all as she wiped her tears.
"After this I want to baby shop now I know what colour to buy"
"I'm coming" I said to her and she agreed.
"Yeah me too, us girls need to hang out" Lauren said to me and Tiana.

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After shopping for hours with the girls, I decided to take Wolf home. He was getting naggy so it was nearly his bedtime. I can't believe my little boy is one in a few months, where has the time gone?. I have spoilt him rotten but it's all worth and I think he deserves it.
I sat down on the couch and flicked through the channels.
My phone buzzed and it was a twitter notification. I opened twitter and clicked on my mentions and it was Tiana tweeting a picture of her scan, she tagged us all in it, cutie.

I put wolf to bed and made myself some food. I spent a couple hours on social media just talking to my fans and posting pictures on Instagram.