Why Try

Chapter 32

Today Tiana is coming to see us. Her life has been so busy the last couple weeks, she's got a job, a boyfriend and looking for a permanent place to stay.

Wolf has been a joy so far I love every single tiny detail about him. I'm am so tired even though Justin did the night feeds last night, he's been an angel. He is an amazing father to Wolf and I'm so grateful of him honestly. Our house has been so busy too with family and friends visiting and all so me and Justin literally look like zombies.
Wolf is a week old but his is already so content, he will sleep for a few hours and then want a bottle and then he will look up at me or Justin and stare. We talk to him all of the time I can't even explain or put into words how much I love my baby.
"What time is Tiana coming?"
"She will be here in about twenty or so minutes why?"
"Scooter has just called and asked me to do some promo around the place for abit.. I can cancel if you want to I mean it's no big deal" he said scratching the back of his head.
"Babe go. I'll be fine Tiana is coming and Wolf is sleeping so I will be okay I promise"
"Are you sure? I feel bad leaving you"
"Justin go. I'm 100% sure"
"Call me if you need anything babe"
"I will don't worry. Have a nice time I love you"
"I love you too" he walked over to and gave me a kiss.
"I'll be back about 7-8pm"
"Okay see you later" he shut the door and I turned back to Wolf. He's is so beautiful, I stare at him all the time. I got up from the couch and made my way over to his drawers where his clean clothes are kept. He need to get changed. I picked out a baby grow for him and a clean vest.
My phone buzzed in my pocket and I clicked my home button to see a text from Tiana.
From: Tiiii
Hey I'm at the gate can you let me in x

I walked over to the front door and clicked the gate button. I opened the front door to see her driving up the drive way in her white Fiat 500. She parked her car and got out, she had a few bags in her hands.
"Hey babe, I have Wolf's gifts here" she said and hugged me "I've missed you so much" she said and hugged me again.
"I've missed you too"
"Justin not in?" Tiana asked.
"No he's out doing some work with scooter."
"Okay, Where's the baby? I want a cuddle"
"In the living room". We made our way into the living room and I took a seat as Tiana walked over to Wolfy.
"He's g-gorgeous." She said as she wiped her eyes. Aw babe.
"He's gorgeous I can't take my eyes off of him. Can I hold him?"
"Yeah sure, he needs to get changed into some fresh clothes anyway". She picked up Wolf and kissed his forehead.
"How are you and Matthew? I have to meet him."
"He is great, I really love him. We will have to arrange something when you and Justin want to go out for a night, to have a breather. You'll love him"
"yeah definitely. Sounds fun".
"Wolf is tiny! Hey have you heard that Lauren is back in LA"
"Lauren Black? No way since when?"
"She text me lastnight and asked me what I was doing today because she's back here for a few weeks and she wanted to meet up. I told her that I was coming to see you and Wolf and she asked if we all wanted to meet up for a coffee and a catch up so I said that I'd ask you"
"yeah why not. I need to give her my new number, I haven't seen Lauren in so long" "I know right".

x
We got wold ready and now we are on our way to The Bean to see Lauren. The sound of Ain't My Fault by Zara Larsson is playing through the speakers, my favourite song at the moment. Tiana pulled into the parking lot and we got out.
"Do you want the push chair?"
"Yeah please, He only settles in here and never the car seat". We made our way into the cute tumblr like café and sat down.
"This is literally just like the café we used to work in a few years back"
"oh my god it is. How crazy". A girl approached the table, she was wearing a uniform.
"Hey welcome to The Bean, what can I get for you guys?"
"I'll have a hot chocolate and one coffee please"
"I'll bring them over for you when they are done"
Luckily not that many people were in the café, they were too busy doing their work on their laptops or reading the paper.
"Hey girls" I looked up to see Lauren standing there with a huge grin on her face.
"Oh my god hey, I didn't even hear you come in" I said standing up to hug her and so did Tiana.
"How have you been? Oh my.. look how beautiful he is, congratulations to you and Justin"
"Thankyou and I've been good just really tired. Worth it though. How are you and Ethan?"
"We are great, he's working right now so I'll see him soon"

x
Tiana has just dropped me back off home. Today has been so good to catch up with my favourites, I have missed them so much. Justin won't be back for another few hours so I'm going to feed Wolf and then go for a nap whilst he sleeps. I made my way into the kitchen so I can make the bottles and get a something to eat for myself.
After making the bottle and getting a bite to eat, I made my way into the film den where Wolf was in his chair that Kenny got him.
"Hi" I said to them and he just looked up at me, oh I love you so much. I fed and winded him, I can barely keep my eyes open. Wolf is now soundly asleep, now time for my nap.

"Babe" I heard someone say, I opened my eyes to see Justin hovering over me. "Come on, let's get you to bed. You can't sleep on here" I looked over to where Wolf is sleeping...
"where's Wolf?!" I panicked.
"Don't worry I put him in bed"
"Thankyou baby. What time is it?"
"9PM, let's go to bed" I nodded my head and yawned. I can't wait until I get into bed, my body aches. I think I'm going to have a chill day with Justin and Wolf tomorrow, we need one badly. My boys.