Lovin' Styles

Never - Chapter 62

Riley's POV:

It had been three months.

Simon has post-poned the tour for another month, so Harry and I can have the baby.

The wedding is waiting until after the tour - I'm trusting Harry won't do anything stupid.

The babies were due any day now, and I was still in a wheelchair.

After that night, Harry and I became inseperable. He never left my side, let alone the hospital.

He was sweet and caring.

Oh, and I met Skye, Niall's girlfriend.

I like her a lot, she's super sweet. And I'm so happy for Niall, he's been so kind to everyone lately.

Zayn and Perrie still haven't made up, but that's not such a bad thing. I miss my best friend though.

Oh yea, Liam and Louis came out last week - I knew it!

They're always off to the side, whispering and giggling at each other.

Everyone seemed happy.

Finally.

We all were in the hospital lounge, munching on bowls of chips.

"Hey, Ni. Share with the rest of us, will ya?" Harry teased and everyone laughed.

Niall stuck his tongue out. Skye kissed him on the cheek, and snuggled into his chest.

I smiled, studying everyone.

"I'll be right back." Zayn said and left the room.

My eyes followed him, seeing his slouching shoulders and sad expression.

"I'm gonna go check on Zayn." I told Harry.

He gave me a quick kiss. "Be careful and call me if you need anything." I grinned and pushed the wheels on my wheelchair.

"Zayn!" I called.

He stopped and turned around to look at me.

"What." His eyes were red from crying.

"What's wrong?" I asked softly.

"Nothing." His voice cracked and he started crying again.

I wheeled over to him quickly, putting my hands on his back, rubbing big circles.

"What's really wrong? Seriously, Zayn."

"There's all these happy couples around me, all gushy and sweet, and it makes me sick. Sorry." He smiled at me weakly.

"No offense taken," I said. "You're a smart, attractive guy. You can get any girl. And plus, you're in One Direction, for Christ's sake! You can get any girl out there!"

"I don't want any girl - I want Perrie." He whimpered.

"Zayn. Perrie wasn't the one, okay? I have a cute friend, and she's single. Can I set you up?"

He sighed. "I'm not ready ye-"

"Zayn, it's been four friggin months! When are you going to be ready?" I yelled.

His face crumpled and he started to cry again.

"Never."

He ran away, and I started to wheel fast.

Harry appeared behind me, stopping me.

"Let him go. He'll come around."

I felt a push, deep in my stomach.

I groaned and Harry looked at me.

"Ri? Are our two little boys coming?" He asked excitedly.

I nodded and he pushed my wheelchair through hallways.

*Two hours later*

I've been in labor for two fucking hours.

"Get out!" I screamed at my stomach.

Harry chuckled and squeezed my hand.

"Alright, Riley. We are going to put you under an anesthetic for the anesthetic."

I nodded and Dr. Kyte lifted the mask over my nose.

"Will she have the babies, and then go straight to the surgery?" Harry asked.

"No. The surgery is scheduled for next week, that way her body can recover." I heard Dr. Kyte say before I drifted off to sleep.

~~~

Zayn lifted the knife to his throat, slitting the soft flesh.

"No! Zayn, stop!" I shrieked, but he ignored me.

His usually vibrant gold eyes were blank, robotic.

I sobbed as I saw his body crumple and fall to the floor.

"Zayn!" I cried into my hands.

~~~

I woke up, what seemed like five minutes later.

"Hey there, Ri." Harry said sweetly, brushing my hair out of my face.

"Where are our babies?" I asked frantically.

"It's alright. Noah and Logan Styles are right here," Dr. Kyte said.

I looked up to see two little bodies, bundled up in blue blankets.

I held them in my lap, studying their features.

Noah had a tiny nose, and small fists. He had a couple of brown curls on top of his small head.

I grinned. 

Those curls are Harry's.

Logan was a bit bigger, with blonde curly hair and-

I was cut off by my thoughts with an ear-piercing cry. Coming from Logan.

I pressed the baby against my chest, rocking him back and forth.

Harry held Noah in his hand, kissing his nose.

I smiled.

Harry was going to be such an amazing dad.

Will I be a good mother?

"Ri, stop worrying. You'll be an awesome mom," Harry said with amusement in his voice. He just read my thoughts and he knew that.

Logan quieted down.

"Where's Zayn?"

"He met a girl in the hospital named Lexie?"

I grinned.

Lexie and Zayn.

I liked the sound of that.

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So, I'm home right now, sitting in my room, listening to One Direction. I actually had school today (even though it was snowing), and I fell down a flight of stairs.

Yes, that happened. Really. I fell down a full flight of concrete stairs.

Not on my butt, on my stomach. I'm okay, though. As you can see, I'm still updating. I have a bruised hip, hand and knee, and a big cut on my finger, but at least I didn't hit my head! It was actually sort of funny - I was surfing down some stairs. Anyway, just wanted to let you know what's happening in my life! I only got two comments last time. I was bored, so that's why I'm updating. I'm only going to update if I get 5 or more votes, and 3 or more comments.

Bye lovies! :) <3