My posessive Mate {COMPLETED}

chapter 21

hope. why haven't you allowed me to mate with you? i am your mate after all... and i love you.

because.

darling, you have to mate with me, its your only choice in life.

what if i don't want to? hmm? then what?

well then i forcefully mate you then! it doesn't matter... you are always are and going to be mine. mine mine mine mine mine mine mine mine mine mine mine mine mine mine mine mine min-

"HOPE! wake up!" robert says as he gently shakes me. 

i open my eyes to  dark room. i look around and see robert beside me with his hands on my shoulders. 

"don't touch me." i say and shake him off. i scoot away from him and turn away from him, so he doesn't have the satisfaction of seeing or hearing or touching me. 

he deserves to be punished i remind myself........plead with myself.......convince myself.

i want to feel his touch again so badly.....but i can't. 

he hurt me inside. i can't forgive that.

"she kissed me hope...why would i betray you?" he whispers.

"because...im im im im broken." i say. i feel the bed move and i feel a hand touch my shoulder to turn me over, i let him turn me over and bring me closer to him.

"you aren't broken...." he whispers into my ear.

i try to move away but he pulls me into him.  he wraps his arms around me and turns me so i face him. he un tangles his arms and moves a piece of hair from my face. he smiles.

"stop." i say and try to get away. but he just surrounds me with his arms and doesn't let me go. 

"you don't love me, so why do this? why make me think you do?" i plead to him. a tear falls down my face.

"i love you so much my little paws, you are my one and only love..that girl..she just walked in and kissed me. it was like she knew you were coming. i threw her off of me i would of killed her myself but i needed to go to you. i didn't even know her hope. she planned this. to make you angry....it was obviously made to make you think i didn't love you, but i do. i love every part of you, and you aren't broken. you have never been broken. i love you so much." he says.

 i feel the sincerity of his speech...it feels like a bandage, mending my broken heart. i look into his beautiful eyes and i see a tear forming. i slowly bring my hand up and wipe it away. i put my face into his chest. 

"i-i-i-i love you....please.....don't hurt me.....ever.....a-a-a-a-gain....." i say to him. 

i wrap my arms around his chest and snuggle my face into his chest.  

i stay there...wide awake.... i slowly hear roberts breathing slow as he drifts to sleep.

"i love you." i whisper. i close my eyes and feel the sleep wash over me,  pulling me into the ocean of deep sleep.