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Long brown curls tickled my face, as warm covers surrounded my body. Ingrid's chest rose and fell with every deep breath she took.

"Good morning," Ingrid whispered, rubbing the sleep out of her eyes.

"Morning," I mumbled, carefully lifting her arm off my chest. It felt wrong to cuddle with Ingrid, although it did help sleeping in here. Neither of us had any more nightmares last night.

"How'd you sleep?" Ingrid asked, getting out of bed.

"Fine, you?"

"Good! Sorry for spooking you last night, by the way..." Ingrid mumbled, checking her phone.

"It's fine, don't worry about it."

"Um, here," Ingrid said, handing me her phone. "You might want to check this out."

It was a text from Tom.

'Hey Ingrid. Sorry for calling you so late last night... Tell Jordan I'm sorry when you get the chance and... Could you have him call me? Thanks again.'

"Um, yeah... Thanks for showing me that," I mumbled, handing her phone back to her.

"Yeah, of course... Sorry, by the way, about you and Tom."

"It's fine, it's not your fault..." I whispered, remembering last night. I should've done it. I should've driven off the road.

F̷̂ͧͭͯͩȧ̰͙̮͍͕̙̺̽ͪ̆ỉ̶͕̯̭̠̼̩̋̍̌̾ͅl̶͉͉͕̺͚̄ů̟͎̱͖̓͗͆ṟ̬̥̉̽̂́ͨ͛ͪe̘͔͌̾̂̊̈́́

"Jordan?" Ingrid's voice interrupted my thoughts.

"Yeah?"

"Want any breakfast?"

"Um, sure, I mean... I don't want to cause you any trouble-"

"Shush, it's no problem," Ingrid laughed, pulling her hair out of her face.

Y̩̰̱̲͙̼̤̻ͦ́ͦ͠͝o̺̯͓̯̣̩̥̒̒͑ͥǘ̶͈̮̰͕͛ͦͭͥͦ͢͢'̯̝͂̌̐̽̀͗͗̚͢͠r̴̤͕͍ͯ̒ͫͩ̚eͨ͛̽̀͡҉͍͉̼͈ ͇̠̜̰͖̞̗̥̲ͭ̽̿b̸̵̖̼̲͍̻̫̼ͣ͗ͫ̈ͨͅö̩̰̳̩͔͖̣͓ͬ̀t͗̈͌͋҉̧̳̕h̶̥̲͔͍̉ͦ̍̀̚ȇ̺̤͇̳̠͙͈̿ͮͪ̏̎ͦ͜r̬̤̥̥͆ͫ͆͠ỉ̡̤̣̲͙̯͙̖̠̮͋̓͢n̶̮̰̦ͥͧͤ̓͋͛ͦ̓ͤg̱̱̣͇̬̣̪̩ͤ̆̈́̚ ͙̗̤̮͕͕̠̑ͦ̅̽͛̀h̛ͫͨ̀̋̾ͯ̇ͯ͡҉͔͉̯͎̠ě̬̮͖̬̬͚͍͚͕̍ͬr̙̹͔̟̙͚͎̊̚͠ͅ.̡̲͓͉̜̖̗̻̹̍̿͝

"Hey, Ingrid?" I asked, warm tears forming in the corners of my eyes.

"Jordan? Are you alright?"

D͕͓͔͗ͩ̓ͧ͛̽͠ȍ̮̟͔̦̥͚͕̩̋͆̉̀̚͞ṉ̭ͩ̈͛̔ͯ̽͟͝'̰̫̭͑̑ͬ̍͆͘t͈͖̰̺̮̬̳ͮ͛̒̔ͤ̍̏ͥ̕͜ ̷̢̬̦̮͖͐ͪ̑̅ͤ͛͠t̨͎̳̝͓̊ͬ̃e̴̢̧͉͎ͥ͛̂ͫͥͦ̚l̦̰͈̤̬͇͙͌͆̔ͧ́͡͠l̡̠̟̩̣̞͓̠̇̽ͣ ̵̬̞͇͈͍͕̩̅ͥ͂h̢ͨ̾̆ͦ̔̿͘҉̠͔e̤ͧ̽̔ͪ̀͡r̵̦̟͙̦̆̃͋́̌̄͆̂͝.̶̟̘̖̎́

My breathing quickened.

"Jordan?"

I wanted to tell her. I wanted to tell her I'm not alright, I'm depressed, I miss Tom, I fucked up my relationship. I hate myself, I hate my life, I wish I was dead.

D̟̖̄̋͌͛ͣ̏͞͞ȍ̴̠͚͖͋̔̀̾̂̋n͕̩̻̮̞̪̹̑̅ͮͯ̾̈̈́͝'̢ͯ̉̈́̇̀͏̳̲̼̭̠͎t͉̫̺̰̜̝̃̀ͬͥͧ͝ ̮͍͙̦̠͕̽͛͒̆ͧ͗͋̔͟f̙̦̗͋̓̓ͅuͧ̈́͏̻͢ͅc̭̪̱̪̲̯̖̊͒̽̿ḱ͍̬̲̹͎̋̑͂̓ͥ̃͒͋͘͢ī̵̛̯̹̙̙̭͎͙ͮ̎̎̈́̅̇́n͖̩̦͔͕̼̱̤̣͂͐̐̽̃g̤̱̝̟̀͆̐̄̊ͣͯ̆͞ ̨̪̠͛̎̏̌̎͟ͅt̵͈̪̠͎̹̠̼͒̐͂͑ͬ͌ͫ̽́͡ͅȩ̩̣̞͇͐̍͋͆͒̑͜l̜̼̙̆͗͛̈ͮ̅ḽ̸̖̙̦̦̝̏ͫ͆ ̈́ͩ̕҉͈͉̩̠̝̜͖̤̜͠h̴̸̨͉͌́ͩͭ̏̋̌̎͑e̠̹̯͕̓ͥ́͘r͛ͦͮ҉̱͍̭̟̮͟͡

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