𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐦𝐲 𝐰𝐫𝐨𝐧𝐠𝐬

12.

Karin Mendez

I was sitting in the study hall reviewing over my notes for my tests this week. I skipped my last class and came here just because I didn't want to be bothered. I don't learn shit in that class anyways so the excuse is I'm in here.

The truth was that I was ducking and dodging from people in this school about the situation with Alani. I knew just because I was her cousin I would get acknowledged for the part of it. I didn't have the time or day out for it. That had nothing to do with me and I'm still disgusted.

My mind keeps wondering to my mom because I knew I wouldn't anything like that because she raised me right. Every time I mention her I just get the feeling that she's close or something. All I want is to talk to her one last time because things are so slim right now.

I told my mama everything like we were best friends. From my relationships, every thing that happened in school, we studied together etc. It was realer than some of these friendships ever body claims they have.

I could never build a relationship like that with my father because he's gone half of the time. Hollywood is getting all of his attention. I'm not mad because he has to make money somehow. Really I'm grateful for him because I wouldn't be staying in that big ass mansion if it wasn't for him.

Tears welled up in my eyes and I quickly wiped them away. I'm so emotional and the littlest things are getting to me. For all as I know I'm solo dolo right for now because Alani went to live back with her mother.

"Hey are you alright?" A girl said breaking me from my thoughts.

"Yeah I'm fine." I sniffled wiping my eyes before chuckling.

"I'm sorry I just had to come over here and see if you were fine. I hate seeing people crying, fuck it makes me wanna cry." She said reaching in her purse and handing me a tissue.

"Thank you and really I'm good. I was just thinking about some things." I shrugged pushing my note book out of the way.

"Are you in the AP class?" She said looking at my notes and I nodded, "Can I copy your notes because I really need them. My bitch ass brother made me late for school."

"Of course it's not a problem." I said sliding the book over to her as she took a seat next to me.

"So what's your name? I'm Justice. I've seen you around school and was like 'damn she's bad' but never knew your name." I laughed shaking my head.

"I'm Karin." I smiled just because she was so goofy.

"Christians sister right?" I nodded. "Girl do you know your family is poppin?"

"We're just regular people just like everyone else." I shrugged.

"Shid, y'all are rich and we're broke as fuck. Regular people my ass." She waved me off still writing.

"I like this vibe around you. Every since you started talking I can't stop smiling. My own family doesn't have that affect on me to say I've been through some fucked up shit."

"Aww I feel honored to make you smile. I'm surprised I even came over here because I don't fuck with everybody but there's something about you." She said closing my book.

"I'm cute, you're cute. We should be baddies together and stunt on these hoes." Justice said flipping her hair over her shoulder.