Our Little Secret (h.s.) // editing

"I Always Loved That Mouth Of Yours."

(Hello everyone! I love you! )

(ATTENTION!!!! Read the last chapter on the computer before reading this chapter. The app did not upload the full chapter. I do not know why!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

~ Harry ~

Visions of last night flash through my mind as I try to remain asleep. She was so gentle with me last night, something I was used to. But last night I needed her, I mean, I will always need Janissa, I always have. Last night showed me how much she was really there for me, as someone who loves me deeply. That is one thing I cherish about our relationship. We know each other not only as best friends, but as lovers. We grew up together, going through puberty together, god that was horrible. I was stuck in these huge glasses that I was forced to wear all the time.

The messed up part was whenever I did not wear them, Janissa would be the first to tell my mum. She was always one for me being embarrassed, yet she was the first one to comfort me if things got to out of hand. No matter how many times I tell her that I love her, I know it will never be enough. I wish I could spoil her with everything she wants. I wish I was that guy to buy her fancy dinners, or buy her expensive jewelry.

By this time, it was pretty much useless to try and fall back asleep. My eyes fluttered open, reaching for Janissa. My hand was met with a cold spot due to her absence. My eyes scan around the small hotel room before spotting her on the balcony. She really fancied it, maybe I could build her one from her bedroom. Hopefully, it wouldn't be to expensive. Fuck, I feel less of a man not being able to spoil her.

I kick off the duvet, making my way out with a cup of tea in hand to give her. When I walk out, she is wrapped up in a few sheets, It was pretty chilly out this morning. I hand her the tea, she takes it with a smile.

"Thank you." She speaks quietly. Her eyes drift from mine, her smile fading.

"Is everything okay?" I question. Brown eyes look into mine, gripping her mug.

"I have to go home..." She breaths. What the hell is she talking about? There is no way that she is going home. What if her John is still there? I don't want her to be by herself.

"What? No!" I stand from my chair, my hands instantly raking through my hair.

"Harry, my boss called me last night. Some people from district are coming and she needs every one there helping out..." She explains. Does she not understand that it is dangerous.

"They don't need you there. Me, and Jess! We need you here!"

"Harry, I-"

"I," I cut her off, "I need you here..."

"We need the money." Her body suddenly in from of mine. The mug sat on the small table between the two chairs, along with the blanket. "I have the ticket already." Small hands tracing every inking on my chest. Soft kisses were placed along my chest before I wrap my arms around her. 

"It's not safe, Janissa." I kiss her hair, her arms wrapping tighter around me. She was freezing. "What if your dad is there? What then?"

"I just don't let him in..."

"And if he breaks in?" Bet she didn't think about that.

"I will get a dong. I don't know, Harry, but you are not always going to be there to protect me!" I know that, but I will try with everything I have to keep her safe. I'd die for her if I had to, but I don't think she understands that.