Our Little Secret (h.s.) // editing

"If I Told You The Truth, I'd Lose You."

 (I feel like with the daily updates i'm getting less reads and less comments.  ABSOLUTETY LOVE COMMENTS! Especially detailed ones. Also, Wattpad keeps deleting my stories ;(. "They Just Don't Understand" Was deleted... ;(. I'm going to work on a new story called Grey. Another Harry...)

~Janissa~

"You're always sorry." I whisper. Harry shakes his head into my hand. My eyes glance to the gearshift to make sure that we are in park, before I pull away and out of the car. Ignoring Harry's demands for me to get back in the car, I open the back door.

"Come here, Jess." 

He quickly looks at Harry, both confused. Jess stays still, not getting out of the car. Although, I didn't feel okay with him being in the car with Harry after whatever happened. Jess has way to much respect for Harry to disobey him, and I respect him for it.

"Jess, stay in the car." I hear Harry tell him before I close the door. The rain is coming down hard, and it's freezing outside, but i'm not getting in the car with Harry. He's irresponsible, and arrogant. A car door is slammed before Harry chases after me.

"Janissa!" He screams, I ignore him. He took her virginity, then left her. Soon later, had sex with her sister. I cross my arms trying to walk faster. "Janissa, get back in the car!"

"No!" I shout back.

"Fuck, Janissa!" His hand grips my arm, turning me to face him. His cloths clung to him, his white shirt transparent due to the rain, exposing his inked skin.

"What the fuck did she say to make you act like this? Whatever it was, I need to know." His curls were now flat against him face, shaking them out of his eyes.

"No Harry, you don't need to know!"

How do I know he is not going to do the same to me. Take my virginity, then leave me. I want to trust Harry, but there is still that month were he was mentally gone, and he won't tell me what happened.

Harry took a step closer to me, his lips mere inches from mine. 

"Please tell me." He wrapped ed his hand in mine, kissing any place he could reach. The kiss was wet due to the rain. When I didn't answer he pulled me into him, wrapping his arm around my body. He was warm despite the cruel wind. "Come with me. Will can talk, we can do whatever you want. I hate when you're mad at me. I hate when you don't talk to me. Please," He pulls away. "Just talk to me."

***

Harry somehow convinced Jake to watch Jess so we could talk. He wanted to take me to eat, so we could talk. I hadn't eaten since breakfast, so I didn't complain. I'm not sure of the name of the restaurant, but Harry said it was a good place. He asked for a booth in the back so we could have out privacy.

When we sit, I order a small water, as Harry had a large soda.

"I need answers, Harry." I whisper, lacing my hands in my lap while looking at the floor.

"First, I need to know what Chloe said." His answer caused me to look up at him. His eyes were boring into mine as he took a sip of his drink. I took a deep breath, before answering him.

"She told me a story."

"Janissa, if you want answers, i'm going to need more than that." He was right. I can't expect him to be completly honest with me, and not do the same. It's not right. It's not fair.

"She told me, when you guys were younger, that you had taken her virginty. Then, you turned around and had sex with her sister."

The look on his face surprised me. It was mutual, Not shocked. Not understanding.