Our Little Secret (h.s.) // editing

"Ne Vom Da Seama ..."

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~ Janissa ~

Louis entered the room about an hour later. The phone call with Harry did not last that long, but I needed a little while to get my thoughts straight. This whole situation is confusing. Our whole story is confusing. Our love is not supposed to be like this. Our story was supposed to be a happy one, and we are supposed to be together forever. But unfortunately, that does not look like the case. I want nothing more than for that to happen.

Then forgive him my subconscious scolds me. If only it were that easy.

Louis only smiles at me, holding a newly equipped tray of food. He takes a seat next to me, our backs against the headboard.

"Do you want to talk about it?" He questions, smirking. I shake my head no with a stiffed laugh.

"What happened with you and Ashley?" I whisper, popping a piece of cheese into my mouth the same time Louis does. He lets out a sigh before begining his story.

"I was a jerk." He laughed. "I would start a fight with her just to get a rise. She took a new internship at the hospital, so I barley saw her. I wanted her attention, and that seemed to be the only way I could get it..." He took a deep breath, then sighed. "I know it was stupid, but it made sence at the time."

"You can get her back," I smile, almost unsure of what to say. My attention drifted elsewhere, thinking of Harry. As always.

"He didn't cheat on you, Janissa." Louis' words seeming to be the only comforting thing at this point. But I didn't want them to come from Louis. I wanted Harry to be the one who was telling me this, in person. I wanted him here, telling me how much he missed me. I wanted to hear the smoothness of his voice assuring me that he did not mess with Chloe.

"I know." I say, deep down believing my own words.

"Then why shun him? It is obvious he loves you." 

I push myself from the headboard to lay down. Louis doing the same. The truth was, I did not know how to answer his question. All I knew was I needed to be up and running by five, it is now eleven sharp.

"And I him. So much." I whispered, feeling the familiar release of sleep drifting over me.

~

On my way to the daycare, I grabbed a bagel, and orange juice. By the time I got there, I remembered that Jess was not here at the moment, so I ended up drinking it. Pulling out my key to unlock the door, I head to the front desk, seeing the familiar sign in sheet.

Around six, parents began dropping their children off, Molly being the first as always. Her big blue eyes looking up at me, reminding me of Jess, and how much I miss my family.

~Harry~

Jess was cleared to fly, and he had never been more excited to sleep in his own bed. We finished packing, and we were now waiting for the plane to take off. He was a bit restless already, as I was myself. I was trying to think of some games we could play while flying, but the only good one I could come up with was I Spy.