Cloud Castle

6. Kinilig

The first time he turned his back on me was when he had amnesia... I know it wasn't his fault, he doesn't want to have it but he did and the worst thing was I was the only one he doesn't remember. How pathetic is that? It feels like even his heart doesn't remember me also; maybe I was just a phase in his life because we're always together and our parents force us to be with each other that is why we fell with each other.

I was staring at him and I see the man that he is now not the man that he used to be, I no longer see the man that I used to fell in love with. He becomes a different person. Yung Xzypher na nakuha na yung pangarap niya. This was all his dreams since we were six years old and when our teacher asked us what was our aspirations in life. I'm so proud of him, I've always been. He got it all, looks, brain and talent. Sinalo niya na lahat. We're done with the interview and I've tried so hard not to be distracted by Darhk's presence. Damn, it was so hard being with him in the same place and not looks at him. I couldn't because the love of his life was waiting at the backstage which makes it more difficult than it already has.

I bought soya milk, biscuits and meds because I've learned that Bellamy's still sick but he forced his self just to be here. Ugh. It was my fault anyway, bakit kasi hindi siya nag-dala nang payong niya? He was sitting while the other members were playing. Halata mong may sakit talaga siya pero in fairness. Ang gwapo parin niya.

''Uh... Hi... I... I bought you a... milk and meds... Is it fine to give you this? I really am sorry for burdening you knowing that you're sick.'' Utal-utal kong sabi, seryoso Adrylle? Naintindihan niya ba yang sinasabi mo?

His eyes were shut, was he asleep? Kaya naisip kong mamaya na lang ibigay sakanya, aalis na sana ako nung may biglang humawak nang isang kamay ko and I swear my heart stop beating for a while. Nanlaki pa yung mata ko. Automatic naman akong napatingin sa paligid at nakahinga nang maluwag nung wala namang nakapansin. Wait what? Wala naman kaming ginagawa eh. Pero kasi he could just tell me to stop or sana yung manggas na lang nang damit ko yung hinawakan niya diba?

''So your name was Adrylle... Nice to meet you, what's that?'' He said then he let go of my hands tapos umupo na siya nang maayos. He fixes his messy hair with his fingers. I was just standing there looking at him like a fool. He keeps on doing that to me; he will hug me or hold my hands without my consent. He keeps on making me nervous around him. He was smiling; you know that kind of smile that can melt you?

''Hey, you okay?'' He asked me again.

Doon naman ako natauhan. Muntanga ka Ady, stop staring at him... I know that he's pretty but ugh! I shook my head. ''Uh. Eto oh binili ko sa convenient store. Nabalitaan ko kasing nag kasakit ka, sorry talaga.'' I said sabay abot nang plastic sakanya.

''Thanks for the concern though I heard you got sick too, I am really sorry. It was my fault, right?''

I shook my head because that's absurd. ''No... It wasn't your fault... Uh... You need to rest.''