Cloud Castle

23. Endless Chase

''Why are you running away from me? This is unfair—''

I cut him off when I pushed him. ''What the hell Bellamy?! Will you stop?! Which part of the word stay away you don't understand?!'' I yelled at him.

I don't know if I'll be pissed or mad or what, we're on the streets while arguing with each other! Yung iba napapatingin na mabuti na lang medyo late na. Why won't he stop? What does he want from me? He's been bugging me for two weeks since the day I decided to let Xyzpher go and I haven't saw him since and that's fine with me. I want him to be happy too...

''Fuck! Will you stop walking?!'' He said then inilang hakbang niya lang ako tapos nasa harap ko na siya! Hindi niya ba naisip na baka may nakasunod na paparazzi or may mga fans siya kahit ganitong oras na!

I stopped in front of him. He looks so mad and his sweating so hard but he still smells nice—what the hell Adrylle? Seryoso iyan ang iniisip mo? ''What now? Baliw ka na ba? What if may makakita sa'yo?'' I snorted as I look around, hoping that no one notices him. 

''When will you realize that I'm in love with you?'' Mahinang tugon niyo. Isang pangungusap na hindi ko inaakalang ganun ang magiging epekto sa akin. He said exactly those ten words in one sentence, my jaw almost drops and my heart almost jumps out of my ribcage. Para akong binuhusan nang nagyeyelong tubig. I can't almost move nor breathe because it felt so surreal.

I thought he was just crazy or he was just curious because I wasn't like their fan girls. I thought he was just being nice and all. I thought he was just bored or insane. No one was speaking, he was just looking at me and I was just looking at him, trying to comprehend everything. He's insane; he must be insane saying those things to somebody like me.

''W-what did you say?''

Naglakad siya palapit sa akin. Humakbang ako palayo sakanya. I feel like if he come closer it'll become real and I don't know if I can handle that... I just had my heart broken for the nth time.

"Why do you think I gave you my handkerchief that day?"

He looks so serious. I hope there's no dead end in this streets. Habang papalapit siya doon naman ako lumalayo, and I swear every words he say makes my heart beats erraticaly.

"Why do you think I grabbed your hand that rainy day?" He continued. I can't say a word, I keep on opening my mouth but I can compose a word. Why? He's words makes me go back to the scenes where he was with me.

He's crazy, he is right? Maybe it's the job, it's making him insane. Xypher and Bellamy are both insane. Omygad. 

"Why do you think I switch our phones?"

I shook my head. "I don't know because you are crazy?"

He tsked at me. What? I was just saying my opinion. Then I realize he was already standing in front of me. I hear my heartbeat and I was hoping he won't hear it.

''Damn! No Adrylle! Hindi mo ba alam o nag papanggap ka lang na hindi mo alam?'' Isinuklay niya yung daliri niya sa buhok niya dahil sa inis. What the? Kasalanan ko nanaman? Ayokong mag assume dahil sino nga lang ba ako kumpara sa mga babaeng nag kakandarapa sakanya? Sakanila?