''Luke... I'm sorry...'' I told him, seeing him, makes me cry. I felt so sorry for hurting him without knowing. I guess what Xyzpher made me feel wasn't different from what I made him feel. I didn't know... He spread his arms and I ran to hug him. I wish I can love him, he's not that hard to love but I just can't. He's my best friend and I can't lose him. I already lose one, I can't afford another.
''Oh babe... What are you sorry for?'' He told me and hugged me back. I feel the sincerity in his voice. He will always be my comfort zone, akala ko magiging awkward ang lahat samin pero hindi. Hindi lang ako sanay na may ibang nag mamahal sa akin.
I realize that I can't judge nor hate him by the one thing he hid from me versus all the million good things he has done for me. I can't throw away our friendship for that one mistake. It's unfair for him...
''I'm so sorry for not knowing, I'm sorry for hurting you, I—I am so sorry for making you promise... You're my best friend Luke and I t-told everyone I'm going to hurt anyone who will hurt you... But...'' I was sobbing like a child; I've always been like this around him. He's good at taking care of me... Bakit hindi ko nahalata iyon?
''It's not your fault... I'm... I'm sorry for feeling this babe...'' Kumalas ako sa pag kakayakap.
''I can't lose you Luke... I can't, you are my best friend. Are you—are you going to break up with me?'' Parang batang tanong ko sakanya habang pinupunasan ko yung mga luhang pumapatak sa akin. I realize I can't let him leave me, permanently. Yung wala na talagang pansinan? Hindi ko kaya iyon. I did that for six years, I know but that was different.
''Who told you that? Ako pa ba? Hindi ako mawawala sa'yo... Alam mo iyon diba?'' Pag aasure niya sa akin... Nakalagay sa batok niya yung isang kamay niya.
''Why didn't you tell me?'' I asked him. He should've told me, para kahit papaano aware ako.
''Tell you what that I was in love with you? I don't want you being awkward with me.'' Walang pakundangang sabi niya. Napapikit ako, this is new to me.
''Since when?''
''I don't know Ady... Huwag ka nang makulit, kakaltukan kita...'' Natatawa niyang sabi, napalabi naman ako sakanya. I was being serious you know.
''Luke, kelan nga?'' Pangungulit ko nag papaawa pa nga ako. Napapailing na lang siya sa akin. What I want is what I get, ganun ang peg ko sakanya. Haha.
''When you lost your mother's ring...'' Napilitan niyang sagot sa akin. Nanlalaki ang mata ko dahil sa narinig ko...
''WHAT?!'' Medyo napalakas ang boses na sabi ko. Tinakpan niya pa yung bibig ko at luminga linga sa paligid.
''Ang ingay mo, gusto mo bang mapagalitan?''
BINABASA MO ANG
Cloud Castle
RomanceAdrylle has always been his Lois Lane. But then he had dreams which she cannot approve. Then fate had to intervene and bring all the pain she could ever think of. Will she fight for her Superman or be like a soldier that knows when to give up?
