Cloud Castle

26. Every girl's first love was their father...

[YUNG NAKABOLD ITALIC YUN YUNG MGA INTERVIEW KAY BELLAMY THE WHOLE MONTHS NA WALA SI ADRYLLE]

30 MONTHS LATER ---

"Why was Prince Bellamy still single?"

"Just because..."

30 months of being alone. The moment I realize that Bellamy was in love with me and I feel the same, I run away in a heartbeat. I spent my whole two years and a half trying to find who I really am and what I really want. I'm so scared for the way I feel for him because it's so much different from what I felt for Xyzpher. My father understands my decision... He will always support me and I love him so much for that. 

"Are you gay Bellamy? Eto tapatan na ha. All of your group members may mga karelasyon na ikaw na lang ang wala..."

"Nope... But if she won't come back maybe I'll just be a gay..."

I went somewhere faraway. I stayed in Amsterdam for 2 years then went to South Korea for 6 months. I voluntered being on the field para mas lumawak pa yung knowledge ko and I learned that Korea was one of the popular place due to idols or something...

Pumayag si boss na ako ang  magmanage nang ibang branch and besides na promote na ako. Hahaha. Operations Manager na ako, I was supposed to quit but I love what I'm doing and if let this go... What will happen to me?

"Based on our research... You are looking for someone?"

"I... I am... yeah..."

"There's so many rumors roaming around you... So... Bellamy, who's the girl?"

I wasn't born with talents nor good looks. I don't have anything to offer. This was the only thing I'm good at and if I let this go... Wala na ako... I feel so pathetic because here I am again doing the same thing I used to do before. I told myself I'm never letting anyone have the power to hurt me again but I guess... It's inevitable especially when you already gave your heart to them they'll have the upper hand. 

''When will Bellamy's smile come back? The fans knew that something's changed with you...'' 

''Me? They're still the same... though.'' Then he smiled. 

PHILIPPINES NAIA ~~

''BAKLA!!!!'' Napalingon ako sa biglang tumili na nakaagaw sa pansin nang lahat nang nandito sa airpot. Ohmygash talaga. I changed my hair color and  I cut it. Really, that's what girls do when they got their heart broken. 

Then I hugged them... Sinundo kasi nila akong dalawa eh, ayoko sana kaso ewan ko ba sa dalawang ito eh. Bukas kasi mag rereport ako sa office. Tungkol sa progress sa Amsterdam branch. 

''I miss you baks!'' Tili niya padin sa akin.

I shook my head. ''Kalma bes, hindi sa atin itong airport...'' Natatawang sabi ko pa sakaniya. 

"Ikaw na naka blonde..." Irap niya naman sa akin.

"Baks. Strawberry blonde yan, shunga mo..." Asar sakanya ni ate Leigh.

Dumiretso muna kami sa bahay dahil namimiss ko na si papa, siyempre naman siya muna bago ang lahat no. Hindi niya nga alam na uuwi ako eh. Surprise nga, binilhan ko kaya siya ng massage chair. Uso kasi sa Sokor iyon, sobra o magaling lang mag endorse yung nag bebenta? 

KYAAHHH!
NANJAN NA SILA!
OMO JAHDEN!
PRINCE DARHK!
WOOHH SYET!
YUNG PUSO KO!

I stopped from moving--from everything and the only thing that was moving was my heart that beats so damn fast. I know I shouldn't stop but it was like an automatic response.