Cloud Castle

22. But you have to let me go...

Hi! Carson here, I just want to know po kung totoo po yung kumakalat na rumor about Bellamy? May girlfriend na daw po siya? Huhu... Mas bagay kayo eh...

After nang tawag ni Bellamy, yun yung text na natanggap ko mula kay Carson... When I read it I look it up on the internet and it says Bellamy and Sia was dating for months and admitted only now because their dating ban has been lifted, well except for Darhk of course. Then after that I saw it in the news about them, so I turned off my phone. I know I shouldn't care but what the hell right? He called, and sang to me asking if he's late then this? I couldn't ask Clark about you know how crazy he is right now.

Now I'm here at the veranda just looking at the empty island and it's already 11 in the evening, Clark was already sleeping. I turned on my phone again, I called Dylan. I will always need him and Izzy. I can't burden Luke anymore... Not now that I know I was hurting him.

''Dyls...'' I said as soon as he answers the phone. Hindi ko pa naipapaliwanag lahat nang nangyayari sakanya because he's been busy and so as Izzy. Ewan ko ba sa dalawang ito.

 

''Ady? What the hell is happening? You don't even bother to call me or something? All I know was when I went in your house your father was telling me that you're on vacation leave with Xyzpher, like what the hell Adrylle Celestine?'' Tuloy-tuloy niyang sabi. Omygads! Nakalimutan kong sanay siya sa pag iinterogate nang tao. What the ef?

I sighed before telling him everything that has been bothering me, and he just listen to me until the end and I realize that I was already crying. ''They said... Bellamy's been dating for months...'' I wiped my tears, why am I crying?

''And you're crying because?'' He asked back.

''I'm not crying...''

''You realize how much he mean to you, the moment you saw somebody else was holding his hands?''

Napakunot ang noo ko, I'm not getting his point. ''What? You're talking nonsense beb...'' I snorted at him.

''Well if you're still in love—''

''I still love Clark...'' I cut him off. I do, I know that I still do. Those years that I was in love with him weren't easy to forget. He's my first love and my best friend, he's one of the best parts of me and that'll never change.

''You can lie to yourself or to everybody else but not to me, dear. You love him yes but you weren't in love with him... Oh My Gods, you've got to be kidding me...'' He said parang ewan.