I woke up wanting to be wrapped in your arms. I woke up wanting our hands intertwined.
I woke up wanting your lips on mine. I woke up wanting to stare in your eyes.
I woke up wanting to see your smile. I woke up wanting you.
But I woke up wanting someone I can't have. That's what on my mind the moment I heard his voice. I held my chest because I feel like any moment my heart's going to jump from my rib cage.
''I... Hi...'' Utal kong sagot sakanya and for the first time he wasn't the same Bellamy I used to see two years ago.
''What are you doing here?'' Nakakunot ang noo niyang sabi sa akin. As I stare in his eyes I feel like I was stabbed.
I cleared my throat because I feel like there's a lump. Don't cry... Don't... But then my body's not listening to me. Kusa na lang tumulo iyong luha ko. ''I... I'm sorry... for... f-for leaving... I'm sorry for hurting you... Look at me...''
''Do you think I want to look at you? Damn, I would give everything not to be looking at you...'' Malamig niyang sabi... And for a moment I froze. He... He doesn't want to look at me? He... he doesn't care for me anymore?
Bigla siyang naglakad para lagpasan ako and it was the exit papuntang parking area and... and Kryz7 is there... Kaya binilisan ko ang lakad ko kahit na nanghihina na ako. I grab his hand so tight like my life depends on it.
''P-please... please... please t-talk to me, Bellamy... I know I don't deserve your forgiveness. I... I...--''
''Why? Why'd you leave, Adrylle?'' May diin ang pag-tawag niya sa pangalan ko. Hindi niya ako tinawag bilang Czarina, like he used to. Am I too late? Am I already late? Hindi na ba niya ako mahal? What?
I looked down. ''I'm ruined you know and I was beyond savaging... I was on the v-verge of moving on from my past and... A-and there you are... Telling me everything a girl should hear. I mean... H-how was that possible?'' I was already crying my heart out, I'm still holding his hands. I was already stuttering and all and I don't know if he still understand me.
I was looking at him, his eyes. I continued. ''How are you going to love someone as broken as me? I have issues and all. Then I... I get terrified to all those what if's... You, you're a public property--''
He cuts me off. ''I was ready to give you the whole world, I was ready to give up everything for you... But I guess...'' He didn't finish his sentences he just shrugged and take off my hands off of him.
''I... Please don't do it... Don't do the show, don't be in love with someone else... P-please. Don't be with someone else... Please...'' All I can do was beg.
BINABASA MO ANG
Cloud Castle
RomanceAdrylle has always been his Lois Lane. But then he had dreams which she cannot approve. Then fate had to intervene and bring all the pain she could ever think of. Will she fight for her Superman or be like a soldier that knows when to give up?
