Kung mabibigyan lang ako nang pagkakataon na tumakbo, tumakbo pabalik sa nakaraan gagawin ko. Tatakbo ako pabalik sa araw kung kailan natapos at nawala lahat nang meron kami ni Clark. I would give everything just to have that back... Dapat sinuportahan ko na lang siya sa pangarap niya. I was afraid that when he achieves all of his dreams, I'll lose him... But now he's already gone.
You will realize the worth of someone when he or she's already gone. I love Xyzpher so much, so much that it hurts. I didn't believe that love can survive this long without anything in return. I guess all the reasons that I need was already given on me. I need to walk away and move on from the past because we're no longer staying in there—or I'm the only one staying in the past. He was always in my dreams and I will always end up waking up crying. Madaming beses na... Izzy said I need to talk to a shrink except for her, hindi niya ako matutulungan because we're friends. Ewan ko sa babaeng iyon. Hindi ko naman kailangan nang ganon, kailangan ko lang mag move-on.
As soon as I woke up I know that reality will creep in he won't be waiting for me to wake up, what does he care? I didn't even know why I forgot that I'm allergic to strawberries or how did he know that I'm allergic to it. Pagkasing ko it was Dylan who's waiting for me to wake up, of course... What do you expect Adrylle? Wake up please.
He smiled when he saw me opened my eyes tinulungan niya akong umayos nang upo at sumandal sa dashboard nang kama. I'm in the hospital and the last time I came here was when Clark—yeah... That was it.
''Water?'' He asked me. I just nod medyo masakit pa yung lalamunan ko. Tsk. That's what you get for not taking care of yourself.
''Thanks...'' I muttered. I look around wala namang ibang tao bukod sa aming dalawa.
''You okay Ady?'' He asked.
''What do you think Dy?'' I fake a laugh. Hinampas niya ako nang mahina sa kamay. He was serious.
''Don't do that again. Never do that again okay? Hindi ko na sinabi kay Uncle yung nangyari ngayon. Once he find out he'll be worried. Take care of yourself please...''
''Yeah... Sorry na. Hindi ko naman sinasadya eh. Nakalimutan ko.''
''You're allergic to it since birth Adrylle and now you're telling me that you freaking forgot? What the—''
Pinalo ko nga nang mahina yung bibig niya. ''Ang oa mo na. Sikuhin na kita... I need to go back to—''
He shook his head. ''No you can't. Pumayag na boss mo, he said he's sorry that he's overworking you. Take this off and rest. Please... I'm sorry Ady but I have to go first... I'm really sorry pero babalik ako.'' He said while looking at his wristwatch. I nod my head. I understand and I'm not a child anymore.
BINABASA MO ANG
Cloud Castle
RomanceAdrylle has always been his Lois Lane. But then he had dreams which she cannot approve. Then fate had to intervene and bring all the pain she could ever think of. Will she fight for her Superman or be like a soldier that knows when to give up?
