In the next week Phil had managed to make up many excuses to avoid Dan as much as he could.
Well that was until Dan had finally convinced Phil to go out for a dinner and well for once Phil said
yes.
It was almost strange to see Phil and Dan missed him so much. Their meetings were very brief and
would end with a hasty kiss or two after which they would just return back to their own homes.
It had been 3 weeks since Dan had even been in the same bed as Phil and he craved it a little too
much.
Dressed in an electric blue shirt Phil looked breathtakingly good despite that frown on his face.
“Phil” Dan said.
“Dan”
Dan leaned in kissing Phil and Phil kissed him back for about two seconds before pulling away sitting down on his chair, Dan pretended that he wasn’t hurt as he smiled at Phil.
“So what do you wanna order?” Dan asked.
“Anything is fine”
“Pasta”
“Mmhm”
Dan tried not to get mad as he ordered pasta and red wine.
“How are things at the bakery?”
“’S good” Phil answered.
What had happened to Phil? Who was this stranger sitting in front of him his answers short and formal and a constant frown on his face.
The pasta arrived soon and they ate silently.
“How’s Snow?” Dan asked trying again to make conversation but failing.
“She is good”
“Phil”
“What?”
“Talk to me please”
“I am talking to you”
“You know this is not what I meant”
“So what do you want?”
“To things to go back the way they when we first started dating”
“We are in a relationship things change”
“Yes” Dan sighed. “But we have to sort out our differences”
Phil didn’t say anything yet again.
“Why do you have to bottle up everything?” Dan asked.
“Fine okay” Phil said. “I just don’t like the way things are right now”
“What do you mean?”
“I don’t know it’s like we are just stuck in the same place and it’s just gets monotonous at a point”
“So what do you want me to do?”
“I don’t know okay”
Dan didn’t know how to react to Phil’s harsh words.
“You don’t wanna see me anymore, right?” Dan asked.
“Dan it’s not that of course I wanna see you”
“Then what is it? You hardly even see me anymore...”
“Why are you so clingy?” Phil asked.
Dan didn’t react at all he was too shocked to. Guilt flashed on Phil’s face.
“Dan I didn’t mean...”
But Dan had already left slamming some money on the table.
He needed some time alone especially after what Phil had said.
Dan got a cab back home and when he got home he could feel tears. He was being so stupid he thought. He was crying over some boy something
he never thought he would ever do.
But it had changed now.
Phil wasn’t just a boy he liked and was in a casual relationship with.
He was now in love with Phil Lester. He felt deeply for the raven haired boy the kind of things he didn’t even think he would be able to feel for someone.
Phil Lester was special and that is why he was in his bedroom crying, because that is what people in love do.
He had slowly cried himself to sleep and he was woken up his doorbell ringing.
It was 2 am and of course only one person would think it was okay to show up at Dan’s door this late at night.
It was Phil.
“Dan” he said. “Have you been crying?”
“No” Dan lied. “I was just sleeping”
“Oh I am sorry”
Dan didn’t know if Phil was apologizing for disturbing his sleep or for the things he said at their supposed ‘date’.
When Dan didn’t say anything Phil let out a little sigh.
“Look Dan I was just a bit tired today”
Dan was silent.
“That is why I said all those horrible things; I didn’t mean any of it though”
He came closer cupping Dan’s face.
“You are very special to me more than you realize Dan”
The words warmed up Dan’s heart.
“I am very sorry” Phil said. “Can you forgive me?”
“Of course yeah” Dan said with a little smile.
Phil smiled back at Dan before kissing Dan’s lips.
Dan would be lying if he said he didn’t miss the feel of Phil’s lips on his as Phil’s tongue entered in his mouth. Dan was against the wall his hands
pinned above him as Phil kissed him much more passionately than he ever had before.
Dan was slightly disappointed when he stopped after sometime.
Their foreheads were still touching as Dan looked into Phil’s eyes.
“Phil”
“Yeah”
“I love you”
Phil’s eyes widened a little at Dan’s revelation. Dan knew he wasn’t gonna say it back but that didn’t stop his heart from breaking when Phil just
smiled kissing him again.
“Would it be a problem if I stayed here for the night?” he asked.
“No of course not” Dan said.
Phil grinned.
They went into Dan’s bedroom lying on the bed when Phil pulled Dan closer spooning him. Dan smiled kissing Phil’s fingertips.
He was happy that Phil was finally with him and that they were sleeping on the same bed again.
For once in a long time everything felt normal. Dan only hoped it would last.
A/N : For everyone who is sad that this story is gonna end soon. I'll be publishing a new phanfic soon after this ends. So you can read that if you want :3
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