Adopted By Phan. (sequel to Adopted by Phan a Dan and Phil Phanfiction)

Dan, I'm sorry

  I just wanted to thank you guys so much for the support on the last chapter. Things have been down lately and I can't fucking handle it. But you guys mean a lot. Thank you!!! :)  
    Phil's POV
      I think today is the day I'm going to go apologize. I do realize that I am the one that started the right and that Dan has a very high sense of pride and won't say it until I say it first.
     I said good bye to Louise and Darcy and thanked them for let me stay.
    I walk up the flat...my anxiety goes through the roof. What if he is still mad? What if he packed up the house with Kyle and left. 
   I try not to think about it. I grab the keys and slowly unlock the door. Walking up to the lounge I start to hear the attack on titan theme song. Good. He's here.
    When I walked in, I saw him on the couch with a pillow, just watching the tv.
    "Dan? Are you okay?" I ask.
    "I'm fine. Please keep your voice down I just got Kyle to take a nap." I sit next to him. "Dan, I'm really sorry."
      "Don't be. I understand how you felt. I should have just come to you."
    "No! No! It's not that. I shouldn't have gotten mad. I understand that certain feelings you don't want to talk about." I hug him. "Can you forgive me honey bunny?"
     "Of course." He kisses my cheek and hugs me back. That's when I notice his bandages on his wrists. I grab them...lightly...trying not to be as stressed out as last time. I look up at him calmly. "You...you...you cut again?"
     He looks down with tears. "I said I would...you know I mean things..."
     "Please don't tell me you did it in front if Kyle."
     That's when he started full on crying. "If it wasn't for Kyle, I wouldn't be alive. He got on my phone and called Chris who came over. Thank god you didn't lock the door on your way out."
     I cry as well and pull him into a hug.
     Later on in the night Dan and I sat at the table talking. I had Kyle in my lap. Dan was re-bandageing his wrist.
     I just can't thing about it.
    I love him so much.
     "So, what happened while I was gone?" I ask. I might not want to know. But let's find out anyways.
    "Kyle's autism started to kick in. I think he is some what attached to you."
     "Can't blame him!" I smile. Dan give me the look 'please Phil...seriously?'
     "What? All the men he has had in his life just leave him and abandon him!" His sarcastic face turns into a soft smile.
      "I took him out to dinner where a guy offended us greatly. By questioning my sexuality. Then offending Kyle and his autism. I got him out of that."
     I smile and nod. "So...where did you go anyways?" He asks.
     "To Louise."
    Kyle looks up with red itchy eyes. "Dad said you went to family." Kyle speaks slowly. It's part of his autism. It's something about not being able to process what he saying quick enough. (sorry if this wrong. I'm trying to go off of my logic and common sense)
     "Ummmm." Well. Can't blame Dan. He did need to come up with something. "Louise is my cousin." IM SURE HE'LL FORGET ABOUT THAT SOON. HA HA HA.
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     "Alright." Dan stands up. "Kyle. Bed time."
     Kyle stares and shakes his head. "Yes. Now!" Dan says sternly.
     "Dan..." I calmly say.
     "WHAT?!" He lashes out.
     "I'll put him to bed." I pick up and Kyle, give a small kiss to Dan, And head to his room.
     "No bed." Kyle whines.
     "Yes bed."
     "Play!"
     "The quicker you sleep, the quicker you wake up, And the quicker you get to play!" I smile. I help him into his pajamas.
     "5 more minutes!!"
     "No. It's already past your bed time." I grab his dinosaur and put him in bed. He squirms. Soon. Yawns and falls asleep.
     I walk down the hall...into the kitchen to find blood on the floor...why...what...no.
     "Dan?" I walk in. I find Dan on the ground holing his wrist.
     "D-dan?" I run to him. "Dan please no you didn't!" I cry.
     "Phil. It's okay. I swear. I was cutting the Apple and the knife slipped and went to my wrist...I promise!!!" He turns around and hugs me. I back up. "What?" he asks.
    "I love you. But I also love this shirt. Please. Clean up the blood then we can go back to our sex life."
    He laughs. "Okay okay." Standing up and going towards the bathroom to the medicine cabinet.
    After 10 we decided to go to bed. Dan slips into boxers. And I get full on pajamas on. Because me being me. Dan puts his cannula on. Takes his anti-depressants. Bi-polar disorder pills. And takes his blood pressure.
     We crawl into Bed and falling asleep with our arms around each other.
     4 am.
    I'm thirsty. I get up. Slowly and quietly. "P-Phil?"
   I turn around. "Yeah Dan?" Still in a whisper.
     "Can you turn up my oxygen? It's getting a bit harder to breathe."
     "Of course honey." I grab my flash light and turn up the oxygen. I go get water and come back. Crawling back in and falling asleep.