In The Shadows

Chapter 31 ~Girlfriend~

9.) I have a girl cat (Eva) and her brother (Mystic) had kittens....incest. We kept one named Moo and she's fluffy. We got rid of Mystic.

I have 3 cats now Moo, Eva, and Stevie (orange fluffy cat xD)

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~ His lips swayed perfectly onto mine. Sweet and bitter kisses left my body melting and desiring for more. Our third kiss. Each time we kiss more and more it gets more intense. It gets more exciting. I crave for them. But...

"What are you doing?" I snapped, pushing on his chest and breaking our kiss.

"Kissing you," responded Beck with confused eyes.

"Why?" I asked.

"Because..." he couldn't say it. He couldn't!

"Who am I to you? Not your tribe, but to you. Only you," I spoke softly.

"You saved me, Carolyn. Not just a minute ago, but ever since we met," He looked down while blushing. Why couldn't he just say that from the beginning? He was so cute, but a silly wolf at sometimes.

"The-then why not go any further?" I was flustered. I wanted him....not just kisses, but i wanted to be known as his. Was I just some girl?

"Your-"

"I'm not your mate, right?" I said shoving all respect out the door. He looked down as my words stung him. I knew this would happen. I knew what I was setting myself up for. I overheard Nate and Beck's conversation. I was just a tool. They will drop me once I defeat Vincent. Beck didn't know about me, but he was used to get close to me. He made me laugh, cry and hurt for him. He made me fall. Fall hard. He shouldn't have kissed me. I'm a human... how could I think this would work with a wolf? I'm not going into battle unless I know I have someone for me afterwards. I will only fight Vincent if Beck is with me every step of the way. He made me lov- love him....

My eyes burned with on coming tears. Reality just slapped me straight in the face. I wasn't his. Was I ever going to be? Confused, lonely and sad, I walked away from Beck. He needed to think as I do too. About me, Vincent, the Tribe, and Beck. I didn't know what to do. I try to take a stand, but somehow I just keep falling. This just happened so fast. Like a ten ton of bricks fell onto my chest. They're hoping, praying and wanting me to fight for them... and me. But is it really worth it?

My thoughts constricted my feelings in my body. I knew I had walked away, but I didn't know I was stopped. I glanced up as my body ran into something hard. Beck was there, panting away as he stopped me for walking off. I must have been spaced out because of my reoccurring thoughts.

"Girlfriend..." He breathed out.

I slowly kept my eye on him. "Wha-what?" I confusedly said.

"I-I want you to be-be my girlfriend, Carolyn," He grinned.

"Uh...." I didn't know what to say. Girlfriend? He really just spoke that word?

"What about, your tribe, your mate, you?" I asked concerned.

"We'll figure it out along the way, but as for me... I want you...just you." He grabbed my hand so lightly I could barely feel it. He kneeled down on the ground before me. One knee up and the other in a proposal form. My mouth hung open. Words were unspeakable at the sight before me.

"Please be my Girlfriend. Shadow agrees that your the only mate I need," He blushed.

My most biggest smile stretched onto my face. My eyes were tearing of joy not pain anymore. My hands trembled as I said the final verdict.

"Yes!"

O.k so this chapter I just wanted to make you guys squeal ;D and make their relationship official!!! Now I'm stopping all of the short creepy mysterious chapters its time for more story and more plot... :D next chapter is the whole wolf clang! Excited yet? n.n see you lovelies later *kisses*