Forever Yours

I am Castiel Park... Being an angel is my part in the world. I once live with the humans and I find it exciting. Some of them are innocent some are don't. It's my pleasure to experience being around them and Andrea give me that chance. To be with the humans. I spend centuries with them, just to find her. The only girl I want, the only girl I need, The only girl I love, and The only girl I want to be with. She's incredibly amazing. Every bit of smile that flashes on her face makes me fall harder and harder. Every single move, breath and laugh... That's my everything. In my observations around the humans, they define love as Give and take but for me, I dont believe in such thing. I am ready to give my everything without getting something. That's me. That's how I love. When you love someone you don't need to ask for something or expect for something. Love is priceless, it is all about the Love. The communication between two hearts. Material things or giveback is just a bonus but is not part of what you call true love. I don't mind the sacrifices that I made for her. My life is the everything I want her to have. The whole me. I am giving it to her. All the troubles, hindrances and misery in my life... I won't regret everything. I am happy and proud for all of that. Remember this... You don't need to regret a thing if you did it for someone who deserve it. Even thou you got hurt, you don't need to regret it. Actually, Im willing to experience it again for her. Look stupid? No I'm not. It is pure love that I am fighting for. It teared me that I lost her, That I am just a memory of the past now. I can't touch her anymore, I can't reach her. Im not with her anymore. I want to hug and kiss her. But I am not allowed to do so. I can't. I lost my everything. I lost her. But I am happy that she's not miserable. I've bring back jewel for her. I give my ever loyal friends to her(Dr.hydee and ryuzaki) and I assured her future. I am very proud of her. A very responsible woman, trust worthy and a grown up woman who's like me... willing to give up everything just for someone she love. She's like a precious gem for me. Attractive, elegant but simple. The person's around her is so lucky to have her. Lucky more than me. They can laugh with her and they are the reasons for her smile. Not like me, I just see her from afar. Time will come and she'd become successful someday. And when that time comes Im still watching her from afar. I am someone who's watching her over.

-Castiel park-

(Andrea)

-takip silim na... Orange ang kalangitan at ma dilaw dilaw din ang karagatan dahil sa tanawin ng papalubog na araw. Katamtamang lamig ang madadama dahil sa maaliwalas na pag lapat ng hangin sa balat ko na syang nagpapagulo naman sa nakalugay kong buhok. Mag isa akong naglalakad sa dalampasigan habang humahampas ang maliliit na alon sa apak kong mga paa samantalang lumulutang naman ang puti kong bistida sa gitna ng pag aagaw dilim at unti unti namang hindi nakikita ang mga sariwang bulaklak na nakapaikot sa ulo ko. Napatigil ako saglit ng dahil sa isang tanawing nagpapasaya ng aking puso. Naglalaro sa tubig ang dalawang bata. Masaya silang nagsasabuyan at naghahabulan hanggang sa lumapit na sa kanila ang mama at papa nila na parehas may dalang towel at binalot sila upang hindi magkasakit.  Larawan sila ng isang masayang pamilya, nagmamahalan at nagkakaisa. Napaka swerte ng bawat isa sa kanila. Hindi lahat ng tao ay nabibiyayaan ng isang kumpleto at masayang pamilya. Napatingin sakin ang buong pamilya yon. Kumaway sakin ang dalawang bata at nginitian ako ng mga magulang nila.

Jewel. Dean. Mama at Papa.

Napakasaya nila

Ito ang pamilyang minsan kong nasira ngunit ako din mismo ang bumuo

Napakaraming taong naapektuhan ng dahil sa ginawa ko

May mga nadamay pang hindi naman dapat

May taong nabalewala ang lahat ng sakripisyo, nasaktan ko sa kabila ng pagmamahal nya

Ngunit...

Alam kong naging masaya sya sa naging desisyon ko

Sacrifices is what it matters. Masaktan na ako wag lang ibang tao.

Pinalaya ko si Cass dahil sya ang kasiyahan ko. Pinakawalan ko ang taong ku kumpleto ng pagkatao ko

Nasaktan ko sya at sinaktan ko ang sarili ko

Pero hindi na ko dapat pang magsisi pa

Dahil nasa harap kona ang naging resulta

At masaya kong naayos ko ang lahat

Kahit na kasiyahan namin ang naging kapalit nito.

Naging masaya nalang ako na naging parte ng buhay ko si Castiel. Minahal nya ko ng buong buhay nya at kaylanmay hindi ako pinabayaan. Maswerte ako dahil... He's forever mine...

And I will be forever yours.