Broken Poetry

Normal

Let me tell you a secret, for all this time that I've been hiding and saying I don't care about other people, what I truly meant was that people don't care about me. I've never had luck on my side, and I highly doubt that I will. Life is shit, I am worse, and everyone around me is still beautiful in my eyes, no matter how many wrongs they do. So with everything that I have, I'll keep fighting to be like them, to reach this "normal" category so I can succeed in feeling more confident about myself and my future. You may say I'm stupid for wanting to be like everyone else, but just remember that normal people don't get hurt as much as sad people, or depressed people. Normal is neutral, I want to be that way, not some gloomy little girl who cries herself to sleep every night. I want to grow up and be able to stand on my own, like a normal person can. And if I'm up for it, then maybe I'll strive to find myself, but first... I need to be normal.