Lover's Hatred [COMPLETED]

Epilogue

Life is a battle of choices.

Love or Hatred.

Good or bad.

White or black.

Up or down.

Right or left.

No one will meddle with our choices. We can take two path at a time. Path that will lead us to happiness and sorrow.

No matter what you choose at first, still, there is no certain. Maybe at first it was pure happiness and at the end it will be sorrow or the other way around . Its just about how we live our lives and accept the fact that we are living in a planet wherein change is  only permanent thing.

Love is the death of duty. We forget what truely we want when we become under the wicked spell of love.

And love is about holding on and letting go.

Its us who choose.

I exhaled heavily as I looked at our family picture. My son who exactly look likes him and my daughter who smiles like me. Sila ang pinagkukunan ko ng lakas , I might not be Arya Stark of Winterfell but I am not Arya for nothing.

Hindi biro ang  mag-alaga at magpalaki ng bata lalo na't kambal sila. Hindi talaga namin inaasahan na kambal ang dinadala ko. At first akala ko hindi ako magiging mabuting ina pero natututunan pala 'yon. I now salute all mothers out there.

"Mommy, what is W again?" Hexane asked.

"It's Tungsten baby" I answered

"I told you it is Tungsten" here comes Hexone , Hexane's twins.

"Fine. You win" umirap pang sabi Hexane.

"Yeah. We'll gonna visit daddy" masayang sabi ni Hexone.

Natutuwa ako sa kambal ko. Their names suit them perfectly. Hexone Aidan Caballero and Hexane Gail Caballero.They're just five years old , yet they're already familiar with the Periodic Table of Elements.

"Mommy, go change na. We will visit daddy" hinila ako ni Hexone patayo.

Sometimes I want to know if they are really happy without their father but I know they won't understand it yet. Its too early and they're too young.

Tumayo na ako at tumungo sa kwarto para magpalit. Pinaliguan ko na kasi kanina ang kambal kaya hindi na nila kailangang magpalit.

"Okay. Here we go kiddo's" masiglang sabi ko and start the engine. They're both at the back seat playing rubics. Instead of gadgets, I just taught them how to play rubics and puzzle to divert their interest into some meaningful games.

"Mommy, why Hexane is so fast?" Tanong ni Hexone na sigurado kong nakapout nanaman.

"But you're better in the Elements" reklamo naman ni Hexane. Napangiti nalang ako.

I have a two adorable, amazing and intelligent twins.

Kung si Hexone mas magaling sa Periodic table of Elements, Hexane is better in playing puzzles.

"Andito na tayo" deklara ko nang makarating na kami kung nasan ang daddy nila.

I heave a sigh.

Kumapit ang kambal sa magkabilang kamay ko at masiglang pumasok sa loob ng building.

"Daddy!! We're here" tumakbo ang kambal ng makita ang kinaroroonan ng daddy nila.

"Uhg! Why I have this feeling that you two need something? Huh?" Natatawang tanong ni Mat sa kambal.

"Daddy, we want to go in Disneyland" nagpapacute na sabi ni Hexane.

Tumingin nman si Mat sakin I just shrugged my shoulder. Hindi ko dn alam kung san nila nakuha ang ideyang yan. Alam na alam kasi nilang hindi aayaw ang daddy nila kahit anong sabihin nila. Pamabawi na din niya sa mga bata dahil madalas siyang wala. Yeah they're spoiled. Well, spoiled in a good way.

We spoiled them but of course it also serves as their motivation.

"Let me think" tila nag-iisip na sabi ni Mat. Pero alam ko namang papayag din yan sa gusto ng kambal.

"150 seconds" Hexane said and nagsimula na silang magbilang.

"Okay, if you answer my questions correctly. Two of you" nakangising sabi ni Mat.

Natawa lang ako dahil game na game ang dalawa.

"For Hexane, hm.. Universal Solvent?" Tanong ni Mat.

Natawa lang naman ako dahil alam kong masasagot agad ni Hexane yun.

"Aqua Regia or Water" Hexane smirk at his Dad.

"Okay , hm. Chemical formula?" Tila naghahamong tanong ni Mat .

"H2 0" dali dali namang sagot ni Hexane.

"Okay, Hexone your turn. Hm, specific heat of water?"

"4190 joules per kilogram. Kelvin" Hexone answered confidently.

I just laugh at them. Perks of having a Chemist husband.

"Yehey. We're going to Disneyland!" Nag-apir pa ang kambal.

"Uh oh. Not yet , unless your Mom would answer me correctly" natatawang sabi ni Mat.

"Go on dad. I'm sure mommy gonna make it" Hexane said.

"Go mommy!" They cheer for me.

Lumapit naman si Mat sakin . he hold my waist and pulled me closer to him.

"My question is.." He give me a light kiss.

"What is the chemical reaction of the brain?" He smirk and kiss me again.

"The kids are watching" bahagya ko siyang tinulak para lumayo ng kaunti pero wala namang nagbago sa distansya namin.

"Mommy go. answer daddy's question na!" Hexane exclaimed.

"It's Love" natatawa ko nalang na sagot.

"Yeah it's love" Mat mimicked me.

I just give him a light kiss.

After all the things we've been through. Still, we stay intact as diamond.

Matapos ang pinakamalaking dagok sa buhay namin ilang taon na ang nakalipas. Natuto kaming magpatawad. Hindi na rin kami nagsampa ng kaso laban kay Kuya. Hindi ko akalain na magkapatid pala kami pero unti unti ko ring natanggap ang katotohanan. Ang pagbalik ni Matheo ay isang milagro. Akala ko talaga'y tuluyan na siyang mawawala sakin noong araw na 'yon pero bumalik ang pagtibok ng puso niya. His heart start beating again and I know it was for me. He can't afford to leave me because he loves me.

Our love is comparable to a diamond. It can be shaped. But its not breakable.

This planet might undergo changes and explode. The stars might fade. The mountain could be blown. The clouds could release its load and be gone.

But our love will stay as a diamond. Because diamond is forever.