Your All Isn't Good Enough💋🔫

Your All Isn't Good Enough Intro

Heeeey y'all yes I say y'all,don't judge me antiway I would like to say thank you. Just for taking your time out to read my book. I'm not one of those authors with allot of author notes along the book, I would rather you enjoy the book. But if you have any questions feel free to ask.

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"Aye baby I'm about to go to unk house. Do you need anything while I'm gone?"

"If you go to a store get me some chips and a coke. Ow and something sweet to."

"Iight I got you, I love you"

"I love you to baby . Be safe."

Kiss to the lips and Wes is out the door. Which has became more frequently.

Gathering our laundry up to wash . Washing clothes at night makes it feel faster to me. After I get done with clothes I need to get dinner started.

After I've finished cooking I notice Wes is still gone from 3 hours ago. Don't get me wrong I'm not the type that's a nagging ass female, but dame I thought he would want to spend a little time with me. He's always out the house.

Putting the steak ,potatoes,rice,cornbread away in containers, storeing them in the fridge,for later. I get tired of eating alone. I'm not really hungry any way.

Taking my mind off of Wes I go take a hot shower. Walking in the small bathroom. Turning the shower on until steam rises,just the way I like it.

Stepping in to it instantly my body is relaxing. Lighting up a blunt to relax even more, I love this time hey don't judge me.

A jig with a hot ass shower I promise you your body will be so mellow. But it's a downfall for me also it makes my mind wonder.

Just thinking about  how our relationship use to be. I mean past the first part of the relationship where every body's is great,your so in love la la de da shit.

We've been through some hard times together.

When I lost every body around me,I mean every body I met him thinking this could be my restart. I would give my all to this one individual.

I grew up rapidly. Before him it was the fast life. Selling dope every late-night. Ironic the poison I sold was what took my mami.

Moving from house to house. Couldn't find a job, thinking I was going to be living on the streets. Hitting a low in my life that basically had just began.

Wes took me in. But there were no lights or water there,but we took that shit. Plus I had somewhere to lay my head. Staying in a 2 bedroom house with 9 people all together wasn't the greatest thing. But we made it work.

After getting the only job in the house. Taking care of everything. We finally made it through.

But I put to much faith in a man. He was brand new once he got his job. Isn't that how it goes. You get the nigga he don't have shit,but you still ride for him. Then he gets his Lil piece of job he wants to stunt. Not thinking this is a come up.

Things changed that I simply noticed, but didn't think to much of it. That was my fault right?

Lotion before work, hair combed out, clothes on point, work shoes being cleaned. Yeah right! I'm so angry at my self. For being so stupid and blind to the signs were right in front of me. Being THAT female,oh my nigga will never hurt me,he does no wrong. I soon found out I was completely wrong. Ha! That's life for your ass.

But I couldn't even  get you to change your work clothes before we go to dinner. Ok ok I'm getting off track.

Let me tell you how I put to much in to a nigga that didn't put half into me.

I got comfortable. Too comfortable,thinking with my heart not my mind.