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Beep beep beep beep

Oh my gosh that fucking sound is killing me. Peeking my eyes open which close right back from the brightness. My head is spinning. Trying to get up but my body won't listen. What the hell happened?

"Na ah baby,don't try to get up"

"Where do I know your voice from"

He chuckles

"Open your eyes Bitty"

Only one person calls me that but he died along time ago. So I guess I'm dead.  Naw that voice was to real.

Opening my eyes gently. He closed the blinds which I'm thankful for. I touch him to see if it's real or just a dream. A dream that I've had so many times before only to wake up. Tears start spouting from my eyes. He's real

"How?"

He sighs

"Lucky,do you know how long I've been looking for you"  My tears are coming heavier. He hugs me close to him while I savor his scent.

"How did you find me?"

"Well I seen you in the club. I thought my mind was playing tricks. You left out I followed. I seen the van scoop you,but I wasn't fast enough,that shit killed me. I followed your people home. Ol boy Ace was going mad crazy. While the Zoe nigga had been drugged. So he couldn't understand what was going on. They told me about your ex,that would be the only crazy nigga that would do some shit like that. The nigga dropped off the earth for a min. Then I see him at the club we chop it up. He asked if I wanted some fun with the girl at his house. I knew it had to be you,so I was like hell yea. I'm down"

"I've missed you so fucking much"

"I've missed you more baby girl. You still the most beautiful thing I've laid eyes on. I lost memory but I would dream of you. I knew you had to be real."

"Thank you for having my back"

"Always,you know that. But um Zoe and Ace here to see you,I'll send them one at a time"

Nodding to him while watching him leave out the door. A apart of me doesn't want him to leave my sight just in case this is a dream.Looking around I notice I'm in a room not a hospital. I should ask about that later.

First person that walks in is Ace, I give him a small smile. He has a teddy bear with balloons. He walks in slower when he sees me.

"How you feeling?"

"Like shit"

"No on the inside"

Giving him a dry laugh

"Ace I know how to cut my emotions,so at the moment numb"

"I hope you can turn them back on,I have something to tell you"

Raising my eyebrow,which just causes me pain.

"And what is that?"

He sighs to his self,like its hard to say.

"Cali I've liked you since the moment I met you. I know it's wrong I know but I can't cut my feelings off like you. I got with yo-yo to move on but you see how that turned out. Zoe my boy,but that nigga don't deserve a person as beautiful as you are inside and out. I really like you on some true shit. When you were gone I was going crazy. I should have left with you. That's what replayed over and over every night love. It fucked with me"

He puts his head down after his words, I'm speechless.

"Ace I don't know what to say"

He looks up quickly

"I don't want you to say anything. I want you to get well,just don't forget about me. Think about what I said"

He kisses my fore head,then removes his self out the room.

I don't know what to think. Do I have feelings for Ace? I can't dwell on it because Zoe makes his self known.

He looks at me for a moment, before coming to me slowly also. He has his hands in his pockets.

When he makes his way to the bed. He brings my body into his which makes me lose all awareness.

What now three men and I'm in the worst position physically and mentally. But I pull him close memorizeing his scent. Just in case I can't keep him.

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