When you stay down for someone you expect the same. Right? You love with your entire heart, but it just wasn't good enough. You ride to make that lick right on the side of him . But who cares? What's yours is his. No question asked. Give your innoc...
I sit here holding my Hispanic's hand. I just got finished washing him and braiding his hair. It's been four months since they released me out there hold.
I haven't told any one but Hispanic and Miguel that I'm leaving the game. All my assets will be cleaned to different company's across the world. So I will have a very steady income still coming in.
I just want to live without having to look behind me every second of the day. Then there's the safety of the kids. I'm just tired of it all. I want a peaceful life. So over of being kidnapped, beat, hospitals etc.
But I'm not sure if Tru and Zoe are ready to let go of that life yet.
Phil broke down telling me sorry and what he's been going through mentally.
A squeeze to my hand brings me out my trance. I look down to meet Forest green eyes. I've missed those eyes so dam much. I don't even realize the tears that's formed until he wipes them away.
"I need my pussy"
"You the only nigga I know been in coma for almost 2 years that wakes up wanting sex"
"What can I say my dick likes you"
"Here this should clear your raspy voice"
Letting him sip out the straw. The nurses come in saying they need to run test and I should leave.
"She not going no where. She leave them I leave. End of discussion"
After they check everything I climb in the bed with him. My body curls to him perfectly.
I can't live without this man. I never plan on it.
Before I fall completely asleep I feel him playing with the ring.
"Better have my shit on and there's on a necklace"
"Shut up nigga and sleep with me"
"Yes Mami"
I check my phone camera that's set up in the house. Zoe and Tru are having a heated discussion. I listen in getting mad as hell. I jump up out the bed.
"Where you going baby?"
"I'll be back"
I get in my car doing 80 the entire way there. Creeping inside,I know it's just those two in the house. The housekeeper took the kids to the lake house. Just so they could get away for a few days.
I hear them still talking in the room.
"But I love you! Why can't you understand that? I know you love me just how we make love"
"Just because I fucked you doesn't mean I'm gay nigga"
I kick the door open making them gasp in surprise. Tru jumps off Zoe's lap.
"Hey baby"
"Baby this fuck boys"
I shot both of them in the head. There chests stop moving instantly.
"Y'all gone play me! After every thing y'all going to do this to me!"
I begin kicking the dead bodies. I hear the sirens in the distance. I throw gasoline all over there bodies and house.
I walk out the house lighting a match making the house go up in flames.
I sit on the sidewalk lighting a blunt waiting for the police to pull up. Even they get out there car I start shooting them one by one. The buff one gets out the car with a Ak lighting my body up. I guess this is it. I dail Hispanics number.
"Hello"
"I love you always remember that"
"Calì! Baby, come on stop playing. What's wrong?"
I take my last breath listening to the love of my life cry out for me. My all wasn't good enough. I was never good enough. Now I die in peace.
"Baby! Calì wake up"
I spring up in the hospital bed breathing heavy. Sweat pouring down my face. It was a dream. Oh my
I look at Hispanic's concern eyes watching me like a hawk. I climb on top of him.
"Just hold me baby"
"I got you I always do"
Did I get y'all? It was a dream so calm down. But n t way I just dropped a new book. Go read, comment,vote if you want. Thank you for those who support me! Redd
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