Your All Isn't Good Enough💋🔫

I failed

A couple of days has went by since the day Hispanic and I had our act like big kids day. The kids are back in flow going to school and so on. I need to remind myself also to go check on Zoe before we leave for Mexico. I still have yet to talk to Phil. It's really blowing me on the low. His personality is beginning to change more and more each day. Seems he only has a smile on when he is with his siblings or his little girlfriend. She's a sweet little girl to, I like her so far. But you know me I did threatened her when she first started coming around. I told her she better not hurt my baby. She laughed so I laughed before pulling my gun out mugging her then saying in serious. But we've been good since then. But anyway my main mission will be to talk to him when I leave the trap. Hispanic has offered to speak to him but I declined. I just want to hear it with my own ears.

Hispanic walks in just as I skip my shoes on my freshly done toes. Before looking up to him. He gives me those dreamy eyes letting me know he's admiring me. I love that about him, he doesn't have to say a word. Just the look he gives tells me I'm beautiful. My cheeks run hot when he pulls to him by my ass cheeks. He kisses me deeply before letting go, then gathering clothes for his shower. I'm so fucking tempted in joining him, but I have to much work to do at the trap today.

He turns to me with a smirk playing on his juicy lips, I suppose reading my mind.

"Aye baby, do you mind if me and Tru oh and Miguel go out with Ron for his birthday? He's having a lul get together tonight at one of the strip clubs."

"I don't care baby, just don't let them hoes touch you or Tru. But you do know you don't have to ask me for permission right?"

He looks at me and something lights up in his eyes. He licks his lips before he begins to speak again. A understating glint passes through. I put my head down thinking about my past. He lifts my head up by my chin.

"It's respect baby when you down for somebody. But can ah nigga get a lap dance then come home and fuck the shit out of you?"

Hes so vulgar, that shit turns me on. But I'll never let him know that.

I pull away busting out laughing. This nigga here

"How you sound like you almost sweet and a hoe at the same dam time? But yeah on one condition, don't be friendly with these hoes act like you don't like the shit then bring him home to me."

My hand grabs his dick teasing him.

"Girl you better stop"

"But I'll go in that bitch and act a dame for. Oh and appreciate the respect baby"

"What I tell you?"

Rolling my eyes

"Watch me make you roll them shits to the back of your head with one lick. Try me"

"Yea yea yea, I'm about to go make my way to the trap. Miguel is probably waiting for me right now"

"Iight be careful. I love you ma. Aye tell that big headed nigga be ready"

Raising my eyebrow and crossing my arms then rolling my neck.

"Ready for what?"

He having away

"For them STRIPPERS. Big S with the big dick in the building!!!!!!"

I chuck the brush that's sitting on the dresser at him. But he moves out the way before it can hit him.

"Fuck you nigga,no pussy just for that shit"

He gasps dramatically before dropping to his knees yelling nooooooo.

I shake my head before kissing him. I leave his stupid ass right there in the floor. I got to get to this money.

After checking my inventory I make my way to the back where my office is located.

When I open the door Miguel is there facing the opposite way taking on the phone.

"Naw baby just be wearing that black think daddy likes, by the time I get to your house. I want to rip that shit off with my teeth"

Rolling my eyes at his nasty ass. He's been talking to my ex doctor for awhile now. She makes my brother happy and he's back to his self. I'm happy for him he really deserves it.

I fake cough to get his attention since he's all up in the phone. He turns around slowly with red cheeks adoring his face. Oh shit I haven't seen him blush since we were little. This is priceless.

I hold on my laughter

"I got to go my goofy ass sister just walked in. I'll talk to you later. Iight bet"

He doesn't even allow me to utter a single word let alone sentence.

"Shut it Calì"

I give him my best innocent look.

"What? I didn't say anything lul slut"

Oh Lord I'm beginning to sound like Hispanic.

"Whatever, now down to business and off my love life. I got us another connect that's in Mexico. The nigga crazy about his money but his product is fucking sexy. Ron got his hands on a sample, that shit is A1. She guess what that means? We can double our price"

"Shit it sounds lovely, when can an we meet?"

"Already covered, I was thinking when you and Scar go that way. You know kill to birds with one stone type shit"

"Iight that's a bet, all that's left to do is send me his info before we leave"

"Will do sis. But are you good here? I need to go find something to wear that looks like money for tonight"

"Boy it's a strip club not no classy fucking party. And yes I'm good here go have a good time. Plus I need you to watch my boys. I'll fuck them up then come after yo ass. Y'all play be if y'all want. All dicks will be cut the fuck off. Chop chop niggas"

"I got your crazy ass sis"

He kisses my cheek before locking the door then walking out.

Blowing my breath when I see the stacks decorating the top of my desk. I can see that this is going to be uneventful night for me. But it's the price I pay to live the life that I live.

Writing, off papers, sighing checks, making phone calls, looking up people that want to join including there street background.

I don't make the final say even if it's my business. I include Miguel and the boys in all the decisions that going to made. They might catch something I bypassed. I'm grateful for them honestly.

The clock hits 2 am, I'm almost finished but I'm tired as hell. I'll finish the rest tomorrow. Maybe I can catch Phil before he falls asleep. He stays up sometimes talking to his girlfriend.

Walking around real quick to make sure there's no trace of drugs anywhere in the house. Turning the alarm on before locking the doors for the night.

When I get to the house all the lights are off so I'm assuming everybody is sleeping. The maids car is in my spot I roll my eyes so dam hard. That reminds me I need to look up that bitches information to. I should burn the fucking car up just to be a bitch then put a sign on it saying don't park in my spot. But they might send me back to the crazy house. Can't have that now can we?

Walking in my house it's silent. I go to the little ones room first. There sleeping in Niya's bed. They never had there own room before now so I guess old habits die hard. Pulling the cover up so it's covering them both before making my way down the hall to Phil's room. Seeing the light under the door gives me a little hope that he's still up. Smiling before quietly opening the door. I don't want to wake him if he is. But I really want to have this conversation with him.

When I open the door my smile turns in to horror. My horror turns into anger real quick.

Im about to kill some fucking body