When you stay down for someone you expect the same. Right? You love with your entire heart, but it just wasn't good enough. You ride to make that lick right on the side of him . But who cares? What's yours is his. No question asked. Give your innoc...
"Push baby your doing great. Come on ma you got it".
Hispanic is on the side of me like he a fucking hype man or some shit. While jumping up and down. I want to strangle his ass so fucking bad.
"One more push, you got it"
"Muthafucka I need you to change from a Kevin Heart that's at the super bowl drunk and his team is winning to My nigga. Ok husband! I need you to focus on me right now, my needs. And my needs at this moment is for you to shut the fuck up as my vagina stretches to the size of a watermelon for your big headed ass kids.
I look at the doctor like she lost her dam mind. They have been telling me one more push for like 100 hours. I'm about to say fuck this shit. Cut me open doc. Giving one more push my baby boy is here.
"Alright one down two to go"
Oh did I mention I have three fucking babies in me. Well every body knows what I was doing on my honey moon.
After pushing my other two out I pass out.
So let me catch you up on a few things since I'm not waking up anytime soon.
So when I found I was pregnant I went a little crazy I'm not going to lie, just for simple fact I was scared I would lose the baby. Hispanic calmed me down telling me everything will be ok.
I know your like where is Tru and Zoe. Well they started this jealousy thing. Hispanic stepped up the plate. Especially catering to my needs while being pregnant. I was on bed rest most of my pregnancy. He was there being a husband. While Zoe and Tru is partying at strip clubs and shit.
Tru came home drunk off his mind. We got into it he had me against the wall. Hispanic came in and handled him. He didn't kill him no matter how much he wanted to. The next morning we sat down and talked. I told them this isn't what they wanted.
They hurt me to much. I found out about the other females. Let's just be real the streets talk. I told them I can love them from a distance. Until they get there shit together we can't be. After fussing allot I finally got through to them. I blame myself also. Im always under Hispanic. He takes me on dates, sex is amazing, we talk, we listen. It's 50/50 with us. He's a great father figure, the list just goes on and on. He treats me like a queen that's what I needed and wanted. I love that man with all of me. He showed me who I needed with out judging and rushing me. He knew I would choose him in the end. I just had to open my eyes that he was all I needed. He makes me happy. He shows me my all is good enough just for him. Thinking back I didn't get pregnant my first honey moon for a reason. Me and him got officially married. Me and him against the world.
"Baby wake up so you can our beautiful babies "
I open my eyes hearing the beautiful sound of my babies. Hispanic holds two while he hands me the third one. Two boys one girl. She will have hell when she gets older.
"We did this"
Tears of joy falls down my face. They won't replace my two babies that I lost, but I will give them the world. Hispanic sides in next to me in the bed. Phil, Brandon,Niya walk in looking so happy. I feel complete. This is my family that's all I ever wanted and needed.
End
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