Your All Isn't Good Enough💋🔫

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Everybody gets into the three vans that's waiting outside for us. Not thinking twice before getting in. I'm usually on point. I usually see everything that's going on around me. But the beauty in my arms had me distracted. My mind was going like a high speed race with thoughts. But every last thought was about her.

We pull up to the hospital rushing Calì and Tru in. There's no staff in the walk in part but one lady. She's a middle aged brown skin lady. Her body looks like she's put it through allot. Maybe a drug addict at one point of time.

"We need help now"

"Ok right this way sir"

She leads us to the elevator taking us to the top floor. I don't question why there's no paper work. She points to a room telling them to put Tru in that room. She leads me to the last room.

"The doctor will be with you just a moment. You also need to get checked out"

"I'm not leaving until I know she's ok"

She gives a roll of the eye trying to be unseen. But I caught it. I'mma be cool for now.

Calì gasp for air looking around. She's in a panic.

"Baby look at me! Calm down Mami,I got you"

A tear falls down her eye, I wipe it with my thumb.

"If something happens to me, I love you Josè"

Before I can say it back she blacks out again. Her shakes are getting worst. Just when I'm about to get up the doctor comes in.

"Hello,I am doctor Green. What seems to be the problem"

Looking him up and down. What kind of question is that with all the blood.

"Look here your the fucking doctor. I'm really trying not to blow this shit up ight. Y'all really testing me with this shit. Do whatever the fuck doctors do. She dies your stupid ass dies slowly and painful"

"Um yes sir"

He cuts her pants exaiming her down there. I clench my jaw and fist hard. I don't like this shit one bit.

He looks to me nervously before speaking.

"Um sir it seems she's had a miscarriage, from being hit in her stomach a few times. The fetus is still within. So I'll have to a mild surgery."

I'm speechless, my first seed is gone. She's the mother of my child. She was carrying my baby. They kid my fucking baby.

Getting up I punch the wall four times. The doctor jumps back.

"Explain to me what you about to do to her"

He clears his throat

"Um well it's real simple. We will do a suction of the uterus to remove fetal or the placental tissue. She will have mild cramping and blood after it's over. She will have to go under anesthesia for the process. While I'm doing that we will get you checked out so you don't lose any time with her. Will that be ok?"

Rubbing my hand across my face while taking a deep breath.

"Yea whatever it takes, so she's good"

"Alright I'll send the nurse in to prep her then check you out"

"Why is it only one nurse?"

He's stuck for a moment

"We are under staffed at the moment. They went in strike at City Hall"

"Ight just hurry up please"

"You got it"

He was out the room. I kiss her head softly.

"Everything is going to be ok ma. I promise we going to make it throw. We will try for more. I'll give you a litter of kids if you want"

Seeing the tears roll down her face makes me want to choke up. But I have to be strong for us. I didn't think she would be able to hear me.

The nurse comes prepping her for this nightmare.

I kiss her lips before letting her go. 20 minutes later the nurse comes back.

"Come with me"

She does all the useless things that's needed to me.

All I got is some scrapes and she doing all this shit.

"Let me get some cloth I'll be right back"

Few minutes later the door opens behind me. Not paying it no mind I continue to let my mind wonder about what could have been.

But I guess I should have been paying attention since the cloth that's over my face is making me sleepy. Maybe it's time to meet my maker.

Fuck! Once again I'm not able to save Calì. I love you baby no matter what. I stop fighting and let sleep invade me.

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