Beep Beep Beep is what I hear in my dream. Coming out of sleep coma. Yes I sleep hard.
Turning off the clock. Getting up stretching out. Ugh that felt so good to my bones.
Feeling eyes on me instantly. Looking in the corner of the room he's there standing against the off white wall just stareing at me . Fucking creep
"What are you doing?"
"Where you going tonight?"
"Hi honey how was your day ?And out, I already told you that"
"Out where?"
"Why? So you can make sure you don't take your other bitch there? Don't want to get caught up now do we?"
The fuck?
I don't know why but my temper is on 10, just by him asking me that. He's the one saying he's one place but at another. So why care where I'm going to be.
"What the fuck you talking about?"
"You know what nothing, I've got to get ready. I don't want to make time for this stressful situation."
"You know dame well ain't nobody else. So chill with all that ra ra shit"
"Ok Wes I understand. Just let me please get ready"
"You need the car tonight?"
Breathing out. Counting to 10 in my head. Get your anger in check now! He is not worth it
"Naw Wes I don't"
Change: unks house is two streets over. Why would you need a car?
Going to the bathroom taking a nice bubble bath. I just want to relax that's all. I'm having a good time tonight.
Getting out drying off.
Brushing my teeth, putting coco butter lotion on, spraying Paris body spray on.
Wrapping a big towel around me then walking out the bathroom.
His gaze is hot on me but I don't pay it no attention. Continuing my way to the closet. Looking through my clothes to try to decide what I'm wearing.
Snaking his arms around my waist.
"Please move Wes"
"What is wrong with you man?"
"I'm Gucci burr my nigga"
"What's wrong C"
I laugh with no emotion
"When's the last time you've touched me, fucked me, hugged me, gave me a kiss without walking out the door huh"
"Man you bugging"
"Don't ask what's wrong. If your just going to bypass how I feel"
Grabbing my half long sleeve shirt that has gold with the word love. Dark blue ripped up jeans, black and gold Tim's.
Putting that on.
"Your not wearing that"
"You my daddy pa huh"
Leaving my hair down
Change: no comment on getting my hair done. Hell I don't know when's the last time he's called me beautiful.
"So this how we leaving it?"
"You just continue to do what you do because that's what I'm about to start doing"
"What's that suppose to mean?"
Not saying nothing. What's the point. Waste of my free breath.
His nostrils flare. Grabbing me roughly hitting my back against the wall. Grabbing my face with to much pressure.
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