Beep Beep Beep
Ugh I hate that fucking noise. When I wake up I try to grab the alarm clock off the bedside.
To chuck it across the room.
Opening my eyes to the bright light. Pain shoots to my eyes. I close them real fast. To prevent more pain.
I have a pounding headache,that makes me feel dizzy. When I finally am able to open my eyes,I notice I'm in the hospital.
"Ugh fuck my life"
What the hell happened?
Sitting here trying to think,but not getting any luck. I'm getting angry at myself. An Hispanic doctor comes in slim,black hair in a pony tail,doctor coat with a pad in her hand.
"Aw Mrs Young your up. You gave us a scare. How are you feeling?"
"Like I got ran over"
"Oh no mam, I wish I could say that ,instead of what I have to tell you"
What does she mean? Looking at her confused
"You've been out for three days. You are dehydrated,stress level very high,pressure high.
She pauses for a moment,not looking in my eyes at this point. She takes a deep breath before speaking her next word's
I'm sorry to have to tell you this sweetheart, but you had a miscarriage also"
My world stopped
"I wasn't pregnant mam"
"That you were,you were 14 weeks to be exact. I'm very sorry for your lost"
I stay silent
"Your meds will be here in a moment for pain. I recommend you find a therapist for your lose and for the bruises you have sweetheart,I'm not judging just giving my opinion " she walks out the door,once she realizes I have nothing to say
I'm curled up in a ball looking out the window, rain just falling I wish that was me. No pain just come and go.
The door opens to Wes. Wow!
He carry's balloons,teddy bear,roses.
"Hey baby how you feeling"
"Empty"
"You hungry I'll be right back"
He runs out the room. Sighing to my self.
"No bitch where is my bestfriend? Y'all just calling me, my bitch been here for three days the fuck?" You got 5.1 seconds."
A nurse comes in asking if it's ok for her to come in.
I say yes. Yo-yo struts in.
"They lost they fucking mind"
She comes to me hugging me. I break down.
"Awe what's wrong chica ?"
"They said I had miscarriage. My baby is gone"
Looking in her eyes I see guilt flash to sorrow
"Oh my gosh." She grabs me close, rocking me back and fourth.
"It's going to be OK"
"Baby... You what?"
Wes comes in my view. I look him up and down,with distaste.
"You made me lose my baby Wes. You take everything from me. You've done it you've broken me. That's what you wanted right? Was she worth huh worth us?"
"Baby don't say that"
"How do you think I lost it Wes huh stress worrying about you. Worrying about what you doing. Who you doing. You put your hands on me for that bitch! You called me out my name for her. You've put me second to that bitch for a year Wes a fucking year. "
At this point I'm up in his face.
"She was worth our relationship. You left me so many night's. Texted this bitch while I was asleep next to. What I don't look good anymore? I don't give you enough love? What have I done so bad to you for you treat me the way you do"
He has tears falling.
"I'm so sorry baby I'm so fucking sorry"
He trys to pull me in a hug. I snatch from his grip.
"Get Out!"
"Baby please don't push me away. I'll do better"
I slap the fuck out him.
"Get Out!"
Yo-yo grabs him pushing him out the door.
Yo-yo grabs me putting me on the bed.
I can't take this pain anymore. Wes has hurt me ,has chosen somebody before me for the last time. So much pain my heart is going through fuck this. I got to get away!!!!!
That's what I plan on doing,if I stay I'm just going to end in the crazy house with my fucking brother.
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