Waking up to loud voices. My heart begins beating fast. I won't ever be real with anybody about it, but I'm really fucked up from all that I went through. I probably will never be the same again.
"Nigga you suppose to be my nigga. Go find your unstable bitch and back off my girl"
"Your girl? Your girl? Unbelievable! You didn't even know how to treat her. You treat her like shit. Laughing and touching on bitches in front of her face. So miss me with the bullshit. If I wanted her I could have easily took her front you."
"Nigga!"
Zoe throws his hands in the air looking pissed off. Neither have noticed I'm awake now. Next thing I know Zoe has Ace on the ground giving blows to his face. Shaking my head at there stupidity. Slowly getting up. I leave them fighting while I go take a shower. Once out I through on a T-shirt and tights with some UGGs on my feet. After brushing my teeth I put my hair in a messy bun. Avoiding the mirror at all cost.
When I walk out there still fighting. It pisses me off that no one asks what I want. It's like I'm a fucking clock. I want it no I want it.
Storming out of the house,not knowing where to go. And guess what I don't even know where I am. Stupid people! I need to smoke. Looking around all I see is trees opon trees. It's gorgeous out here. I'll give it that. Closing my eyes feeling the breeze on my skin. I just need a blunt.
Feeling eyes on makes me turning around to be met with hazel eyes. I've missed that stare,his rough hands,his cold attuide towards people. He was my best friend,we shared everything. The only person that could bring a smile through my Strom of rages.
"Do you want to take a walk?"
"Yea,I would like that"
He takes my hand in his. Making this still feel unreal to me.
Weaving through trees makes me know he does this allot. So this must be his spot.
"Where we going?"
"Relax,I got you"
His words make me relax. Just by his words I forget everything that's going wrong.
After walking about 20mins,we make a break through the trees to a breath taking seen. Waterfalls on each side,the water so blue it looks like a pool.We sit down on the cliff. No words are spoken for awhile.
"I've missed this"
"Me to"
"Let me take you out"
Giving him the nigga you so crazy look.
"Just right to the point huh. You were one to pay around always kept it straight forward"
"I mean when your ready ma. I'm not one bit ashamed to take you as you are,your still beautiful baby girl. But you have to see that"
He caresses my cheek lovely. Bringing butterflies to my stomach all over again.
"Thank you,but my face is messed up bad""Yea you fucked up"
Laughing so hard this nigga
"Fuck you"
"Naw you still the same person on the inside, so don't let your outside define who you really are"
"Look at you being all deep and shit. I see you"
"You want to smoke?"
"Hell yea"
He lights the blunt up taking a few hits then passing it to me. Letting the smoke invade my lungs. I put my head back closing my eyes, enjoying this.
"So you still mad?"
"Naw I was just pissed they were treating me like property. You know?"
"Yea,but I got a secret"
"And what is that Trudell"
Raising my eyebrow with a smirk
"Noooooooo,we doing it like that? I ain't heard my full name in years."
"Yup Yup Yup, I got it like that. Now what's your secret?"
He leans over to my ear sending shivers down my spine.
"I'll be the one to win your heart'"
He licks my ear,making me a little wet
"I like that"
"I know,but what you like?"
"You said my heart not me"
"Oh yea that was me ain't it"
Popping his collar,oh cocky ass
"But how do you know it would be you?"
He gets up dusting his butt off,then helping me up.
"I had it a long time ago. Shit I still got it on low.Now come on I get you for the rest of the night. Since those other two fucked up "
"I'm not going anywhere"
"Girl who said anything about going anywhere?"
"Just checking,so what are we going to do?"
"Like we use to,watch movies, eating junk food,smoking while goofing off. That's cool with you?. "
"Ok ok I see you"
He picks me up making me squeal. Carrying me to the house,yes a bitch being lazy. So I'm so going to take advantage of this treatment.
When we get back Ace and Zoe are in the living room mugging each other from across the room. Fucking childish man.
Ignoring then both,I have to much to worry about then this. I thought they would understand that.
They jump up,but one fierce look makes them sit back down with there heads down.
Going to the room I was provided with to take a quick shower. Tru comes in before I make it to the bathroom giving me some clothes that fits a tad bit better. Giving him a look to explain.
"When you were sleep I kinda looked at your sizes" he says with a blush and his hands in his pockets.
Aw shit the thug is embarrassed
"Boy go pick us a movie out"
He leaves the room quickly might I add.
Laughing to myself while walking to the bathroom.
When I walk out the room it's quiet to quiet. No lights are on and I began to get anxious. Feeling a hand on my waist then my mouth. I'm gently pushed to the wall. Replacing there hand with soft lips,I kiss back. This kiss brings back so many memories,I know who they belong to which makes me deepen the kiss. Letting me go,leaving me breathless. He tells me where to go to watch the movie. I'm still dazed from the kiss which causes him to smile.
"I've wanted to do that since the first time I seen you again. I'm about to take a quick shower I'll meet you in the room"
Nodding,thinking about the spark on my lips.
When I finally found the room it's loaded with junk food. The TV on the wall is playing Boo!
Laying on the couch,grabbing a handful of sour patches.
Tru comes in with water still on his chest dripping down. He has on a pair of basketball shorts. Towel in hand drying his dreads. He throws on a white beater after wards. Diverting my eyes before I get caught watching. He sits next to me,pulling my feet on his lap. I end up falling asleep when he pulls me to lay on his chest. The last thing I hear is Zoe telling Tru something.
"You haven't won the war yet,so don't get to comfortable."
"Stop acting like a child and act like a man my nigga. Now please get the fuck out Cali's asleep."
Feeling Tru cuddle me closer. I fall in a dreamless sleep that I'm thankful for. With him I have no drama. I respect that.
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Your All Isn't Good Enough💋🔫
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