Your All Isn't Good Enough💋🔫

Get it together

I'm the first one to wake up. Going to the kitchen I get started on making breakfast for them. There's no telling how much they get to eat.

After a hour I've made waffles,eggs,bacon,cheese grits,hash browns,homemade orange juice. That should be more than enough.

As I put the the plates on the table,the kids run in with smiles on there faces.

"How did y'all sleep"

"Great"

"Good"

"The best "

"Dey woke mi up"

Niya rubs her eyes,smiling down at her. I rub the top of her head.

"Awe it's ok sweetheart,the food is ready now"

They run to the table,piling there plates up.

Grabbing a waffle with a piece of bacon for myself. Finishing quickly so I can get ready for the day.

"I'm going to take a shower,eat until you are full"

I get little grunts in response,rolling my eyes at them not paying me any attenion.

When I get out I hear the other showers running.

Dressing in a black and red sundress,silver sandals,hair wavy. Looking in the mirror at my approval.

Getting some clothes for the kids. Trying to find stuff that will fit them the best I can.

Grabbing the outfit my god baby left here,that clearly doesn't fit her anymore. A red and black romper with some sandals.

Grabbing some T-shirts and jogging pants for the boys,black flip flops. This will have to do for now.

Grabbing my purse,phone,keys.

"Are y'all ready to leave?"

I get sad faces

"What's those faces for?"

"Where not ready to go home"

"Who said home,I just asked if your ready to go" There faces brighten up before nodding.

Getting in the car,turning up the music loud. They all begin nodding there head while Ni dances in her seat.

Getting in the mall I tell them to get what they want,I go get the things they need like under clothes they won't think about that.

Getting them some clothes,shoes,hygiene items,socks,hair supplys,etc

Going to the food court to get them food.

Trey is looking in the distance

"What's wrong little man"

"Nothing,I just want to say thank you for what you've done for us today. I know we have to go back but it felt good to get away from it all"

I don't say anything,I let him have his moment.

After we get done eating we make it back to the car,my phone rings indicating it's Bj calling.

"Ello"

"Boss lady,just making sure you remember the meeting"

"Uuhhh yea"

"Liar"

"Fuck up,but I'll be there"

"It's some Americans tagging along with them,they made it about 6 hours ago"

"Good looking,I don't know what I'll do with out you"

"Girl you will die"

"Bye B"

Hearing him laugh before I cut the call.

"Where's your house T?"

"To the left,the red one"

They look so hurt ugh me and my heart. There looks are killing me.

Pulling up to the run downed house. I shake my head at the trash lining the house.

"Stay in the car,you hear?"

Getting out the car locking them in,knocking on the door. A skinny dark-skinned women comes to the door. Beautiful blue eyes,body not kept,hair missing patches. Addicted

"The fuck you want?"

"Can I come in?"

She moves to the side. Her husband is sitting on the couch with worry across his face. He jumps up when he sees me

"Have you seen my kids?"

"Fuck those kids,go get me some money for my medicine"

"I have your kids,they spent the night with me,they are fine"

"Ok thank you so much,when are they coming home"

"There not coming back here until she is clean"

He looks confused

"She's sick, not some junkie!"

"Little bitch your barking up the wrong tree" she gives me the evil look. Good looks don't kill you

"Sweetheart I know your type,the look in your eyes tells me it's about that time for your fix. Neck is red from all the itching. I know the look I seen it so many times as a child. You can play stupid with your husband but not me bitch"

"Tori,is what she saying true?"

"Really Greg? Your going to believe some high class bitch that just walks in here after kidnapping our kids. Hoe you have 3 seconds to get out. If your not giving us any money your not needed,now bring in my fucking kids tell Trey to bring switch"

Laughing to myself

"You know what I'll give you 20 stacks right now"

Her eyes light up

"If you raise your sleeves up to show your clean"

"Don't touch me Greg,are you believing her?"

"Let me guess her doctor makes home visits,under the table money for him. No that's her drug dealer I know because I'm one. 20,000 take it or leave it show your arms"

She backs away to the wall,her husband snatchs her sleeves up. There's not one vein that has not been tainted. He backs away from her with tears falling down. Shaking his head.

"They are safe,but they won't return until she's clean. There bright and deserve more. Here's my card  if you want to see or talk to them. Good day"

Leaving just as I came in. Driving off with the kids looking confused.

Ugh I miss my boys so much. My choice is all that keeps repeating in my head. You left not them