I love the things you hate about yourself (Brendon Urie X Reader)

We were meant for each other...

-(Y/N)'s P.O.V-

I slowly sat back down and looked up at the night sky trying my best to have an absent mind. 'Girls like you are weird compared to guys like him'. A thought flickered in my mind. I kept looking at the starry sky. I always get so frustrated when they tell me things like this. I don't even cry as much anymore when the voices tell me something doubtful or just plain depressing. I just say 'ok' because it doesn't leave mental scars like other thoughts did. 'You and everyone in your family deserved the pain that was given'. I heard a voice say devilishly. I hate it when they talk about my past. My past is supposed to be faded with my present but obviously that's not happening. 'It's ok though..no one ever loved you anyways..not even your own family.' I couldn't help but to feel upset with that last voice. It kept repeating in my head. Over and over and over. I started to sob violently. I cried so violently I could barely breath. This has only happened to me once or twice in my life so I was still new to the feeling. But this is worse than the others I had. More sad thoughts float around in my head. I couldn't move. I just sat there still. Sobbing.

-Brendon's P.O.V-

I quickly tried to find the pills. I found the pill bottle in her purse. I looked at the instructions and spilled out 2 pills. 'Poor (Y/N). She never really liked pills or medicine at all but she's "prescribed" to take these.' As I slowly approach the backyard I heard loud sobbing. I walk up to see (Y/N) crawled up in a ball sobbing. It looked like she was having a panic attack. I quickly run up to her and embrace her with a hug. She keeps crying. "Shhh (Y/N) it's alright I'm here for you." I whispered gently. I rocked her back and forth to try and calm her down. Her cries begin to become softer. "B-brendon?" She says with an uneasy voice. "Yeah babe?" I say looking down at her. "I don't deserve you. I would just be a burden." (Y/N) said sniffling. "Don't you dare say that (Y/N) you will never be a burden to me..ever. I love you and I know that this is hard but I will do whatever it takes to help you get through this." I say raising my voice a bit. "Y-you don't understand I-I don't think this c-can fixed." She says bringing her to tears again. It's hard to see her so upset all the time. "It'll be fixed I promise and if not you can do whatever you have to." I say tearing up. "Brendon I don't think I would want to leave you." She said wiping a tear. "I don't want to leave you either (Y/N)." I say holding her tighter. We stayed like that until it started to get cold. "I think we should take this date inside it's getting really cold." She says still looking at the stars. "Alright but I get to choose the movie." I say grabbing the box and raced to the couch. (Y/N) came in a couple seconds later. I already had the movie set up. It was perfect for us...White Chicks. "Wow White Chicks how mainstream." (Y/N) says in a valley girl accent. "It's super mainstream." I say with the same tone. We broke out in laughter.

-Time skip 20 min. into the movie-

-(Y/N)'s P.O.V-
I started to feel sleepy. But I really wanted to know what was in that box. "Beebo?" I ask looking if he's still awake. "Yeah sweetheart?" Brendon says groggy. "What's in the box?" I asked my eyes glued to the box that contains a mystery item. "Why won't you see for yourself?" He says handing me the box and beaming a smile. I grabbed the box and popped the lid off to reveal stunning black and white roses. "Oh my god these are so beautiful." I said hallucinated by the flowers. "You like them?" He says smiling. I nod my head violently. "Every flower has a story..just like every love. Awwwwww Brendon." I said hugging him tightly. "So this shows you we don't have to have a normal love life..it can be as unique and crazy as it can be. I love you (Y/N)." He said into my ear. "I love you too..what did I deserve to have a boyfriend like you?" I questioned. "(Y/N) you and I have been through thick and thin we were meant for eachother." He says smiling. We were meant for eachother...

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