My High School Crush

Chapter 33

Harry's P.O.V

I know Blaire don't deserve this treatment that I'm giving her, but my temper and jealousy overpowers me a lot. I have no control over it. Ever since I lost Lisa, I can't afford losing another person that's giving me happiness in my life. Our life was amazing before that bastard of a ex boyfriend came into her life. Just the thought of him makes my blood boil. The reason why  like this is because since that night of the accident of Lisa. I lost everything, I lost the only person who I ever loved. I never should of forced her to go to that party with me. Then maybe she would've still been here ! Its my fault. Now I was sobbing thinking back to what happened

Flashback

"Please Lisa! I beg of you please go with me" I pleaded and begged

"Harry I said no. I don't feel like going to a party tonight" she said and sighed

"Please babe for me" I asked once again

She sighed again and I knew she gave in. I smiled at her and she smiled back

"Okay give me a few minutes to get ready" she said

I grinned and pecked her lips "I love you"

"I love you too Harry" and I left her room

20 minutes later she was done and damn she was breathtaking! I gulped as I checked her out. She caught me and I blushed like a mad person. We walked out to the car and drove off to the party

"You know babe I'm really thankful you didn't let me go alone" I said and chuckled

She laughed back and said "How could  I say no to that pouring face"

I laughed too and looked at her. She looked at me and smiled. She turned her face and her eyes widened. I looked back on the road but I couldn't do anything cause the next thing I know is that I heard a scream and darkness invaded my vision. I woke up to a hospital bed and first thing that comes to mind is Lisa!

I tried standing up but my mom wouldn't let me. I looked at her and asked her "Mom what happened"

Her vision was soon filled with tears as she sobbed "H-Harry y-you w-were h-hit b-by a truck"

I widened my eyes and asked her "Mom where's Lisa?"

She looked at me with sad eyes and I asked her once again this time raising my voice

"Mom where is she!" I yelled but the pounding of my headache made me groan

"S-she didn't make it Harry" Mom said and sobbed

My eyes widened and soon I was crying screaming 'No' and 'Lisa'

Flashback ends

I couldn't even go to her funeral because I was locked up in my room crying my eyes out. Since then I never intended to get close to anyone again. But then Blaire came and she changed my life. She still doesn't know yet and neither does she know that I used to do illegal drugs and street fighting. I still do street fighting but no drugs. I want to change for her and Blake. I decided I'm gonna tell her when she comes home.

My phone vibrated signalled that there's a new update. I got my phone out and looked what it was. It broke my heart when I saw the headline:

'CEO Jake Riley has been spotted kissing Sensational Pop Star Blaire Isaacs in Starbucks!'

My body was filled with anger. That bitch! I angrily grabbed my keys, wallet and phone and went to a nearby club.

~at the club~

I had probably six shots of strong tequila. After that a random blonde came to me and asked me to dance with her. I got up and started dancing with her. She later then started to grinding on me and I enjoyed it. No doubt I would regret this tomorrow but right now I couldn't fucking care. I can't believe Blaire kissed that fuckface! Later on the blonde turned around and I looked at her confused. She smashed her lips on mine and I hungrily kissed her back. She pulled away and said

"Wanna go to the private rooms?" She asked seductively

( A/N here's the dirty scene again )

I smirked and nodded my head. She grabbed my hand and led me to the room. We got there and as soon as she closed and locked the door I pushed her against the door and hungrily kissed her and traced my kisses to her jawline then collarbone. I got irritated with her dress so I pulled it off of her. I picked her up and I laid her on the bed. I quickly undressed myself and then put a condom on my little man. I quickly pushed into her and started thrusting into her hard and rough. She screamed and I shut her up with my lips. After that we reached our climax and I pulled out. After that I was asleep.

~Next morning~

I woke up with a massive fucking hangover. Man this is a bitch. I looked around and saw that I am in a room that's not my house or practically Blaire's house. I looked next to me and saw that there is a blonde bimbo next to me. I quickly got up and put my clothes back on. She woke up and rubbed her eyes.

"Babe where you going. Come back to bed" she said

"No can do. I got a fiancé waiting for me at home" I said and she looked shocked at me

"You are a hooker right?" I asked and laughed. I tossed her a $20 and walked out and drove home.

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