I had none before him.
All I had was self hate.
Then I had confidence and I loved myself more than I thought I could ever achieve.
Now I am sadder than I thought I could ever be.
I want to shout it loud for the world to hear.
So I can just
Let go.
So I could have people to talk to.
I know that I do.
But I told so many people how happy I was.
And now he is gone.
Monday will come and everyone will be happy for the holidays.
I was going to be.
I was getting a promise ring for my birthday.
But then I had to screw everything up.
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Random****WARNING**** This has really emotional problems going on in my life and reflects my personal thoughts. This might be triggering to some people. I promise. I will NOT kill myself. These are just personal thoughts that occur to me when I'm in my da...
