But don't worry.
It will pass.
Just like I always say.
No matter how much I might push away,
Know that I need you all.
Because without you I would be dead.
Don't worry about me.
It's hard to help me fight myself if no one truly knows all of me.
You can't fight something that you don't understand.
But don't worry.
Hopefully I will win this battle.
You just have to be by my side and make sure I know everything will be alright.
I will tell myself over and over that I will get over this,
And maybe I might convince myself the lie.
But for now I will try to enjoy what I've got so you don't have to worry about me.
Because each weekend seems to help,
Even if it's just a speck of hope,
It's still something.
Right?
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Random****WARNING**** This has really emotional problems going on in my life and reflects my personal thoughts. This might be triggering to some people. I promise. I will NOT kill myself. These are just personal thoughts that occur to me when I'm in my da...