You made me feel so alive.
You let me let go.
You helped me get through the tough times.
But people change.
You changed.
But I convinced myself that it was okay.
That it was right.
Because you made me believe that this is what they all do.
I had never been with someone before.
So I thought that was normal.
But it wasn't.
And that day where I put in so much love and effort into our "love,"
It feels like that day stole away all the love I was ever capable of.
And now I'm left with nothing.
You don't talk to me.
For months.
Months on end.
I still cry myself to sleep.
Because nothing will ever hurt me as much as that day.
And I was getting better.
And getting that text from you yesterday stirred shit up.
Made me remember how much hope I had in life.
How much love I had yet to give away.
And you took it all from me.
And now I'm left with nothing.
Only forgotten love.
You made me feel so alive,
So happy.
But you ripped it away from me.
And I will accept the fact that I was the one who screwed it up.
But that screw up ruined my life,
And saved it.
Because you might have saved my life once,
But now you are the only reason why I wish to take it.
I gave you all the love I felt was right.
You made me feel like it was real.
And now I'm just left with all the sadness in my heart.
forgotten love.
Forgotten love is all that is left in my soul.
And getting that text from you yesterday stirred shit up.
Made me remember all of the love I had forgotten.
The love I locked up in the back of my head.
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Random****WARNING**** This has really emotional problems going on in my life and reflects my personal thoughts. This might be triggering to some people. I promise. I will NOT kill myself. These are just personal thoughts that occur to me when I'm in my da...
