My heart twists and turns.
It reaches out to everyone I love.
But you are the one who confuses me the most.
I love you.
But I don't know how I love you.
My heart tells me to wave.
My heart gets me to look at you when ever I can.
My heart gets me to run after you just to talk.
But my mind tells me to stop.
My mind says I need to let you come to me.
My mind tells me that I don't want this kind of love.
My mind says to stop being annoying.
My mind makes me hesitate.
My mind tells me this is not right.
My heart and my mind don't know how I feel or how I should feel.
My heart sings when she flashes a cute smile or says I love you.
But my heart doesn't know what way I love you.
Because I don't know if I want a girl friend or just someone close to talk to.
My mind tells me that I need to stop because I need to make sure.
And my mind doesn't know what to think of her.
Because I don't want a girlfriend.
I don't want one.
But my heart tells me I do.
But I really don't.
I hate drama.
I don't want to ruin our friendship.
So that's all it is.
That's all I let it be.
And that's all I want it to be.
For now.
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Random****WARNING**** This has really emotional problems going on in my life and reflects my personal thoughts. This might be triggering to some people. I promise. I will NOT kill myself. These are just personal thoughts that occur to me when I'm in my da...
