You made me a better person.
You helped me through so much.
I spoke my mind with you,
Even after all this shit,
But when I told you the truth about how I still feel...
You disappeared.
No more responses.
No calls.
Nothing.
It makes it all so much worse.
You are one of the few people that actually talk to me.
I can't loose you.
I hate myself for wanting you still,
Not getting over it,
But I can't help it.
I still want you.
And it doesn't seem like you want me anymore.
You already like someone.
You told me to my face.
I smiled and I was happy for you.
I put on a fake smile and it was ok.
But when u fell asleep like we would always do before,
I lost it.
I couldn't breathe.
I wanted to scream.
The tears wouldn't stop.
I hated myself so much.
I wanted to rip my heart out.
I wanted to make it all go away.
I wanted you back.
I wanted you.
And I still want you.
YOU ARE READING
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Random****WARNING**** This has really emotional problems going on in my life and reflects my personal thoughts. This might be triggering to some people. I promise. I will NOT kill myself. These are just personal thoughts that occur to me when I'm in my da...
