You were my first love.
My first kiss.
My first "I love you"
My first "I miss you"
My first everything.
You meant the world to me.
You meant everything to me.
I know that it was all my fault,
But I hope that you can come to forgive me.
Forgive me for all my screw ups,
All my mistakes,
All I did that made you mad,
All the things that you didn't like,
All the things that made whatever it was worse,
I'm sorry.
From the bottom of my heart,
With all the tears I've shed,
Just know how sorry I am.
I would do anything to change what I did.
Do anything to make it all okay.
Go back to skyping all night,
Looking forward to get home from school to call you,
Smiling when I felt the heart beat vibration of my phone in class,
Our truth or dares over skype,
I miss it all.
So much.
It tears me a part that it might never happen again.
Little did I know that Friday was the last time I'd get my i love you spam.
Last time I would look forward to get home and skype you,
Last time I would do my homework while I listen to you play Overwatch.
I want to turn back time so damn much.
Fix what I did.
I know that I can't,
But i wish I could.
YOU ARE READING
Lost
Random****WARNING**** This has really emotional problems going on in my life and reflects my personal thoughts. This might be triggering to some people. I promise. I will NOT kill myself. These are just personal thoughts that occur to me when I'm in my da...
