long ago
i cried at the ends of your finger tips.
wiping mascara away while you cover my mouth.
dazing off towards your sister who sits next to you.
oblivious.
terrified but naïve i was.
uttering a simple word.
but pain is your turn on.
pain and torture is something you enjoy.
you continue until you are satisfied.
the thought of you burns in my chest.
til this day you ruin my life.
your harsh grip and sharp eyes haunt me.
the regret in my eyes was merely nothing to you.
the fear you crave.
you were finally done with me.
for so long i blamed myself.
i don't anymore.
so fuck you.
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Random****WARNING**** This has really emotional problems going on in my life and reflects my personal thoughts. This might be triggering to some people. I promise. I will NOT kill myself. These are just personal thoughts that occur to me when I'm in my da...