I want to apologize.
To everyone involved in my personal life.
Because I've been shutting everyone out lately.
I'm not trying to.
But at the same time I'm aware of it.
And I'm not stopping myself.
And to be honest,
I don't think anything can really help me.
Whether I feel loved or not.
I just need to get away.
I only have one escape.
But that escape is a week long drive from here.
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Random****WARNING**** This has really emotional problems going on in my life and reflects my personal thoughts. This might be triggering to some people. I promise. I will NOT kill myself. These are just personal thoughts that occur to me when I'm in my da...