And the truth is.
I don't think I will ever find love again.
Because I feel as if it is impossible.
Because it is hard to fall in love with someone.
And it is hard for me to figure out who that someone is.
But I am not currently looking for someone.
And I am not wanting to crash and burn over a break up again.
But I do want someone I can talk to
I want someone who will be there.
Someone who I am sure about.
Someone I can see myself having a future with.
And the truth is,
I will never find another you.
But I will find someone similar to you.
And I hope to God that they don't treat me like you did.
And I hope to God that I never screw up like I did again.
I just want to try and fall in love again.
Yet that is easier said than done.
Because I don't want to get hurt again,
And I don't want to hurt the other person.
My mind fights against me,
One side says to fall in love,
And the other does not.
The two sides of my mind are at war.
And I don't know who I want to win.
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Random****WARNING**** This has really emotional problems going on in my life and reflects my personal thoughts. This might be triggering to some people. I promise. I will NOT kill myself. These are just personal thoughts that occur to me when I'm in my da...
