Tangled Love

Chapter Thirty-Eight: The Day I Die

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Sorry for the long wait! Another update for you. 😊

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--Kiara--

Two months passed by in a blur. Two long months that I haven't heard anything about him or her like they never exist. Everyone close to me decided not to mention them like they were the touchy subject that could wound me. I hate to admit but they are right.

Even so, I still long for him. I still want to know what's happening to him and where he's gone to.

Every morning, I find myself thinking about him as I open my eyes and the same routine every minute of everyday until sleep devours me at night.

I haven't been able to focus to just anything anymore either with work, studies, family matters and even with myself.

My usual bright topaz brown eyes lost its usual glow which seems like a stranger to me every time I look in the mirror. Dark circles surrounds them like another eye will pop out of it anytime. My curvaceous body is gone since I lost a lot of weight. I look tired, tormented, broken, crazy, and shit.

Piwie attempted to talk sense to me so as Nathan but we all know who can only mend my broken being. But he never came.

I sighed for the nth time since I came here. Where am I? I found myself standing in front of a modern extravagant house just outside North Ridge. A house with a floor to ceiling translucent curtain walls which makes the inside unseen from where I stand. Again, where am I? I'm at Andrew's.

Stupidly staring at his front porch waiting for him to open the front door, run towards me and squeeze the life out of me as he hug me tight; saying how sorry he is for disappearing without a trace, for making me worry, telling me how much he misses me, declaring his undying love for me and convince me that everything will be alright. Then again, he never did.

Ever since he disappeared, I religiously come here to check on him but like any other day, he's nowhere to be found.

I also tried talking to his parents but it seems like they were as much oblivious as everyone else to his whereabouts.

It makes me wonder what has gotten into him. It's so not Andrew to just leave with no trace. I'm worried to death but my worries short lived when he called his mom a few days ago saying that he's fine and that he doesn't want anyone to look for him anymore. That's what drove me to where I am standing right now.

I hoped for him to be here, in the comfort of his home but he's not here either. Why didn't he call me? Did I do something wrong? Am I not worth an explanation? It's driving me insane!

I shot the huge lonesome house a hopeful glance one last time before turning my heel around towards my car.

Maybe he thinks I am not worth anything.

I drove back to the city still with a huge hole in my heart. I know I can't live like this forever. Eventually I will have to move on. But how?

I turned off my car's engine as I pull over to our vast parking space. Since my parents decided that I am not in my usual responsible self, they made me live here again. I can't argue with that, honestly I feel so lost that I can't trust myself to take care of me.

"Kiara." I lift my head up when I reached the foyer. My Dad is standing in the middle of the living room in his black three piece suit. Power oozing from the Emperor of the Anderson's Empire. Even with the five meter radius, I can feel the icy glares he's been shooting me.