Jar of Emotions

Borrowed Time

Everything that happened was surreal. I even asked you that am I dreaming? That the two of us happened.

Those months for me was a bliss and I feel loved and contented.

I want us to last.

Funny thing tho, when we were still together I always say on my mind that this will never last and it's just temporary.

And true to my words, it is temporary. My happiness with you are temporary, the contentment that I feel was also temporary.

I smiled. My insides are twisted and I fell.

On my knees.

I thought you will be the one who can bring me up...

But no. Love, you are my downfall.

When will I ever escape from my love for you?

Everyday, everynight I feel like a fool loving you.

You stab me your knife slowly and I accepted it.

Stabbing my heart slowly, until the cut is too deep, you twisted it many times until I can't breathe anymore.

I smile as my tears flows down that reality slaps me down that I can't really have you.

That ours was just a borrowed time. That ours was just a taste of bitterness.

That you.. My love will stop right here and right now.

That even in just short span of my life you loved me, not whole heartedly but that was enough to bring happiness.

I hope you are too.

Coz I...

You will always be my love until the last breath that I breathe.