Jar of Emotions

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As I sat and stare with nothingness and hear the droplets of the rain on the basin.

What's on my mind? There are so many. Just like the rain falls at the sky, continous and non-stop.

Words won't do justice on how I feel right now.

I am thinking too much.

Too much that sometimes I want to give up.

My eyesight were blurry and I can feel the ache on my chest. I can't see anything. I only hear, the rain.

Words are rumbling around me and it makes me want to puke, it makes me dizzy.

"Stop.." I said. What is this?

My head is throbbing as if it was nailed.

Rain...

There is so much to pour said the heavy clouds just like my eyes and heart but it's hooded with dark and grambling sound.

"Is anybody there?" I choked.

"Please, let me get out of here." I plead with a raspy voice.

I cried and cried and my whails continued along with the rain.

I can't stand on my own it's like you are searching for something but you are blind and at the same time blindfolded.

Words kept rumbling on my head in this dark, cold, smelling rust room.

I can hear the clicking of the chains and it felt cold on my feet. I touched it and I don't know why but I trembled. It brings me pain and throbbing.

I cried and cried without any reason.

"No one is hearing me. HELP! Please. Let me out!" The words coming from my mouth are choking me.

"No.. Please." I begged and cried. It only echoes. Hearing and bouncing back on me.

Clouded mind and cold room.

It was just like me.

Sorrounded with the fears, hatred, unwantedness, self-pity and other types of demons.

It was eating me.