He's No Rapist

Chapter 29 - "Wait, what?"

I know, I know it's an update after so long! Life got the best of me! I hope you enjoy the chapter!

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Chapter 29 - "Wait, what?"

I was looking forward to Christmas for the first time in 2 years, my heart ached in a way that reminded me of my sorrows but I knew that this was the only chance I would get to live my life, live it until my Masi comes back and it's all ruins it. To Luke and Izayan this was the prime time to get absolutely wasted every day till you can't physically do it anymore. So naturally, they decided to do it at mine this year since technically I had a free house. I allowed it, as long as nothing was broken and they cleaned up their shit afterwards, they agreed. It was coming up to 1:00 am and the phone rang, I looked over to the phone and froze, long distance number. Holy shit balls this could not be happening right now, I was mildly drunk I didn't have time for this but if I didn't pick up on the next ring I'd be dead before the sun was up. I ran to the phone and screamed loud for everyone to 'shut the fuck up', Izayan caught on, cut the music and kept everyone quiet with one look.

"Hello, Masi" I whispered

"Don't whisper child, speak clearly." she snapped damn someone was in a bad mood. I couldn't seem to focus my thoughts all that well so I hoped this was a conversation where I wouldn't have to talk as much. "I hope my house is clean you useless girl, I'll be home in 2 weeks and everything should be in order.." blah blah blah shit Niki now is not the time for you to be blanking out, I will slap the shit out of you!! Devil viciously screamed at me.

"Nikita!!! Are you listening!?" I told you!

"Yes Masi, sorry" I mumbled "I'm just sleepy it's nearly one here"

I heard a dark chuckle before "as if I care, you listen here, I don't care if it's 3 in the morning and you haven't slept in 5 days you will pick up my call every time and listen to everything I say or next time I see you I'll throw you out the house, let's see if your parents would even care!" I flinched as she screamed into the phone.

"Okay I'm sor-" I didn't even get to finish my sentence, she hung up on me. This happened the last time she called and even though it shouldn't of it hurt it did every time these people were supposed to be my family. As I thought over it made me realize to a certain extent she was right my parents wouldn't care and that hurt more. I hadn't moved or spoken when Izayan walked over to me 1 minute later, "Niki what's wrong?" I shook my head and left the room. I didn't want to ruin the evening, I walked upstairs to my room and sat on the bed, seemed like I had sobered up.

I sighed and fell back onto the bed if only... I held back the tears, I had enough of crying and feeling helpless it wasn't helping anything, I just wanted to feel numb. In a few weeks Izayan would be gone and so would my chance at having a life. I would have to revert back to the quiet girl that was only allowed to go to school and come home. I just wanted to have one Christmas where I could forget about everything and not worry about my Masi or my parents but I guess I wasn't allowed to be happy.

There was a knock at the door and I wiped my eyes to make sure there wasn't any trace of tears in my eyes.

"Come in" Izayan walked in with anger on his face, I flinched not because I thought he would hit me but because I knew what he was going to say. It wouldn't matter I was in this situation because it was my fault and that would never change. 

"Before you start telling me how I shouldn't be treated like this I have to tell you that for now it's the way things are going to be and I know I shouldn't let the things she says to me get to me but sometimes I can't help it." He took me into a tight embrace, softly whispering "I know it's hard for you but you got this, " I smiled into his shoulder "I see a strength in you that I haven't seen in a while and you will be fine even when you face her alone" I scoffed